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// "People speak of hope as if it is this delicate, ephemeral thing made of whispers and spider webs. It's not. Hope has dirt on her face, blood on her knuckles, the grit of cobblestones in her hair, and just spat out a tooth as she rises for another go." //

Kindness is often mistaken for softness and let me tell you, that is a mistake you don't want to make. Kind people are not born that way, they do not stumble into it. Kind people are forged in fire and darkness and imploding stars; they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand. Dazai knew that better than most. He has seen life crush so many others, and they become these kinder versions of themselves after having faced the worst of it all. He's seen it happen to himself.

An immortal king who only wishes to end his life. What drove him to this insane state? Why did he live such a suicidal lifestyle when his future was perfect? Why would he ruin everything just for a little thrill? He knew his life was going to crumble around him. Perfect doesn't last, after all. Those he had grown so fond of wouldn't have made it, so Dazai was willing to gamble everything if it meant he could do something worthwhile - be something worthwhile.

Now, he stands in the middle of a battlefield, breaking the very people he swore to protect.

"You can't protect them if you're still stuck in the past!" I heard Chuuya shout, his eyes burning into the back of my head. "It wasn't your fault, Dazai! To me, to us, you were no monster. Now get that into that damn head of yours."

"But-"

"I don't have time for your damn rebuttals. Save the person that's right in front of you rather than those in your past. They're gone, but we're not. We're still here."All Rights Reserved

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Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon by Chibi-Tsun2021

Chuuya was suffering from pain. He was hurt badly and he want to ended it by dying. Dazai learn and came to save Chuuya. Both ended up confessing their hidden feeling after all the years of hiding in fear of rejection. [Reminder, there's some chapter that really is a bit detailed. Please be cautious. This a angst, romance and happy ending type of story. I don't really much had a knowledge on writing angst and this is my first one writing that includes mostly angst. So be prepared.] Ps : Don't Copy To Another Site without my permission

I've broke enough(currently editing) by Yami__hoshi

"Bitch,you can't kill a fucking god"-chuuya contain spoiler from strombringer but this is totally different.This is my au so... Chuuya was always second and always betray. He was never important,he's just a tool for battle.He's not a human but he denied it for so long.But then Yuuya nakahara,his oringin appear and thing became to change. ''I thought you dead,I saw it!" ''I didn't die chuu~ this time,I'll make sure to protect you'' Arahabaki inside him said ''Accept it You're not a human,accept it already.Give up already and became me,became a god,you and I are one so accept it and give up on your humanity.You're more than that'' What choice Chuuya gonna choose? He is broken but so what? 😄And then let make dazai suffer.This is angst,maybe. But let see it ourselve shall we? All character doesn't belong to me,all credict to asagiri except for yuuya nakahara.He's my character 😄 And it won't be complete angst. I also gonna make chaos and fun (currently editing this)

Me Before YOU - BSD ✔ by w_kai1

[ COMPLETED ] "𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩, 𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙢" Reminder: ⚠️ Various BSD x Male Reader/Executive Male Reader insert Angst + Romance 3/3 acts completed Started: 24/03/2022 Ended: 12/10/2022 Being his superior is truely making you tired He attempted to break free, but the fall was once again a never-ending loop. For the male, the pain was bearable, but for you, it was excruciating. But it wasn't your predicament that occurred; it was his. Dazai's circumstances has not yet devolved into hopelessness. He doubted about the height and the vulnerability of his physique before to the crash. He'd be still on the ground, surrounded by horrified citizens. Coughs of blood erupted when the horrors were committed. Even though you were there with your eyes open, all you could see was black. Your vision was unaffected. You were relieved that he was okay since his body sprang to its feet as if nothing had happened, but were you? Those dreadful memories flood your mind at random intervals, causing you to lose concentrate on the tasks you were given. You've become too soft, and you've taken on too much responsibility for yourself. Falling down when leaning against a wall. You tied your breathing while holding your head to your knees. You were known as the Port Mafia's key, the Port Mafia's answer, and the Port Mafia's power source. You, on the other hand, wanted the solution for yourself. Why can't you answer your own questions if you've answered queries from others honestly? You were curious as to why and how you had become so mentally weakened. #bsdangst 01/08/2023 #510 bsd 31/03/2022 #322 bsd 06/04/2022 #300 bsd 07/04/2022 #20 atsushinakajima 08/04/2022 #18 atsushinakajima 11/04/2022 #11 bsdxreader 07/05/2022 #36 armeddetectiveagency 08/08/2022 #51 bsd 11/08/2022

Hold On (I Still Need You) by sullyinthestars

Yeah, I woke up and chose pain. Chuuya Nakahara wasn't what he seemed. Manipulating gravity hurt, and corruption slowly tore apart. He drowned himself in anything that would dull his mind, even for a few moments. Osamu Dazai didn't know if living was worth it some days. He was ready to die, he knew that when it came he would go and not have wished for more time. They were alone. Or so they thought. (This really isn't canon compliant. It kind of is, but has very little to do with the actual plot of BSD and other characters. This is my first Soukoku story, and is going to be rather short.) (THERE WILL BE TALK OF SUICIDE AND ATTEMPTS ALONG WITH DEPRESSION, ADDICTION, AND PTSD.) Posts Wednesdays/Thursdays

Tᴏ Kɪʟʟ A Mᴏᴄᴋɪɴɢʙɪʀᴅ-ᵈᵃᶻᵃⁱ ᵒˢᵃᵐᵘ by k-elysium

{𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖙𝖊𝖉} "Double Suicide is my way of showing how much you mean to me... How much I can trust you" "I believe you and I have quite the history Y/n but never in my life did I believe that we would cross paths this way" A 22 year old man stood on the edge of a cliff waiting for his partner to appear for the unfortunate event of double suicide. He kept gazing into the unknown and imagined every living memory he had with his colleagues. The man, Dazai Osamu, always believed in a cheery and double suicide with a fair young lady. They both had quite the extraordinary love story between them but will they be able to overcome the obstacles thrown at them through out their journey together? But ,of course, we need the details between their relationship. What actually happened between them? Let's have a look shall we... •The characters of this story does not belong to me. I only own the plot. • There may be graphic scenes and profanities. •This is a xfemale readers fanfiction because I really don't know how to write with they/them pronouns cause I make too many mistakes. •There will be spoilers in this story. •Updates will not be regular but I try to write as much as I can. •Please leave votes and comments. They are always welcomed. ♤cover art not by me♤

Cascade of Colors; I See Right Through You by HelpmeplsImsolost

Dazai and Chuuya find themselves in a predicament. With little time to process Mori's betrayal, the two boys run to the outskirts of Yokohama city. Working together while soaked in blood, they climb the city's impenetrable barrier in a desperate attempt to survive this ordeal and start a new life. Their new life, now filled with a world of heroes and villains. The two boys now living in this new world under the guardianship of a homeless-looking man and a blond with an annoyingly flashy appearance and loud voice. What will become of these two tragedy-stricken boys and their newfound home? Will they heal from their trauma and become heros? Will their budding romance bear fruit? This is my first fanfiction and my first time writing something publicly like this( sorry if it sucks). This is a fan-fiction cross-mix with Bungo Stray Dogs and My Hero Academia being in the same universe. The characters may not act canonically, In this story, Dazai and Chuuya are both 15 and still in the port mafia. In this world, ability users were prosecuted in society so they had to seal themselves in Yokohama city, allowing no one to enter or leave. While on the outside world, quirks had developed and the existence of ability users became forgotten with the rise of heroes and villains. The citizens of Yokohama are aware of what is going on in the outside world but think it's stupid to label someone as good or evil. No, that is not my original idea and I got heavy Inspiration from "This Boys Too Young to be Singing the Blues", By Distonail. It's an amazing read, I recommend it. :) Ps. If you wanna skip to when they start making their way to MHA then skip to chapter 6 ;) though you will be missing some shipping material and plot lines if you do ;b #gore #Dazai x Chuuya X Arahabaki # Eraser-head x Present Mic #Soukoko in UA

Soukoku Oneshots by MysteryShinyBlue

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Walking In Your Fleeting World || Dazai Osamu by yuseiboushi619

Dazai x Isekaid OC Synopsis: Waking up in the world of Bungou Stray Dogs wasn't exactly the goal I had in mind when I attempted suicide. Honestly, I just wanted to escape the crushing ache and overflowing tears that come with unbearable pain. But instead, I got myself into a different kind of pain; a pain, I soon decided, is worth living for. Roaming in an unfamiliar world with familiar faces isn't as easy as you may think, especially when you're trying to blend in and act normal to convince insanely smart people that you're one of them. Especially when you're helplessly in love with one of those people. Especially when he's dangerous enough to be called the demon prodigy. Dazai Osamu, the only one who helped me toughen up and get through my past life no matter how bad the day got before I gave in to that disastrous impulse, the only one I felt a deep connection to throughout my thrown-away life. In my previous life, I had no goals or dreams I wanted to accomplish or felt the drive to dedicate my whole life to, but in this one, I have. What is it? Well, it's to witness Dazai walking in this fleeting world, experiencing a life full of happiness. And to make sure he's happy, I will do whatever it takes. Start date: June 21, 2022 End date: No beta, we die like my expectation watching Dazai Osamu's entrance exam's anime adaptation

Chasing Strays (Soukoku- Dazai X Chuuya) by Gryffin_0

"Strays are messy and unkempt beings, I have no time for such creatures." The brown haired man spoke, his arm waving in dismissal. "Are you talking about animals, or yourself?" The ginger teased, a smile creeping slightly onto his face. - Chuuya, a well rounded individual who works multiple jobs to keep a living, meets a troubled brunette, Dazai. A man who no matter where he goes, somehow will find a way to pop up and cause him some trouble. Dazai can't help but drag the ginger into his life. (Or perhaps push his way into chuuya's.) Causing Chuuya to test how long it will take for him to have enough of Dazai and his trouble filled life. Though despite what he says, he secretly loves the trouble Dazai brings. The trouble that makes him feel human. And seeing Chuuya feel and act human, and seeing someone finally accept him, for him, sparks the feeling of being human in Dazai as well, a feeling he never knew was possible for his broken body. - All characters belong to their rightful owners!-

Was My Soul Left Behind (And Has It Come Back) by yzgheib21

"Look, I'm having a shitty day." Chuuya snapped. "If you could just give me the hat, we could each be on our merry way. Is it that hard to underst-" The words died in his throat as the man turned. He had a wild look of panic in his eyes, bandaged knuckles fiercely gripping Chuuya's hat. But neither of those were what made him pause. It wasn't the man's familiar features either. No, what made his breathing pick up and vision tinge a vivid crimson was the name upon Dazai's lips. "...Chuuya?" "Motherfucker," Chuuya barely managed to reply as red surged and overtook him. ___ An unexpected encounter between two old friends believed to be long dead leaves both parties confused but yearning for the other. ___ (I can't say more without spoiling the whole story so y'all are just gonna have to trust me. *desperate noises*) Cover art by Ryethe Completed (1 chapter) Rated mature for swearing and dark topics Characters are from Asagiri's "Bungou Stray Dogs"

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Sorrow Witnessed By The Moon

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