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Nothing but an "Observer"

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I've never experienced love, not because I didn't want to, but because I couldn't. None found me interesting, and that lowered my confidence. I tried to go to the gym, but lacked the confidence to even sign up for one, always thinking I'll be rejected. 

I was nothing but a normal Highschool Student, one who tried his very best. But now, I'm just a guy living in the streets, till I wandered a bit too deep in the night, getting killed in the process...

So why is it that I'm still alive? I just want to rest...All Rights Reserved

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Wed, Dec 20, 2023

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