Love To Me

A short poem I guess about my feelings on love. I'm not a good writer by all means but since I've been sick for two weeks and haven't had a lot of sleep lately. It's made me think about why I moved to Kansas from New Hampshire to attempt a shot a being with someone I love with all my heart. But she doesn't feel the same about me... But I care about her so I do everything I can to help her whether that be with her kids or with groceries or money. I'm not rich and I live frugally so that I can pay my bills but still help her. Part of me knows I need to stop but it's hard letting go of the high of life I feel when I'm around her. I just wish she recognized my actions and determination. I've been in a lot of bad relationships like her and we have a lot in common emotionally. She is probably the most beautiful woman I've ever known. My soul is fixative on her and until I meet my true soul mate if not her I won't be able to stop loving her. My dream is to be a father as well and I'd be happy with being a stepfather but again it takes two to tango is the saying?