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Y/n Diaz, the new rookie (re-write)

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Time 2h 33m

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Y/n Diaz, the new rookie re-write!!! i'm going to change the ending to where she doesn't kill herself because after that, i wanted to write sooo bad and i couldn't think of anything to write. so here i am now. re-writing this!! it's going to be A LOT better! hope you enjoy!!

⚠️this story will have a lot of trigger warnings such as, self harm, eating disorders, purging and suicidal thoughts.⚠️

Y/n Diaz is 26 years old and decided she wanted to be a police officer. she struggles with her mental health after some bullying back in high school, they told her she was fat and should starve herself, so she did. but she continues starving herself as she still thinks she's too fat. why is she like this? why does she hate herself?All Rights Reserved

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