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We Who Are Jaded

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Time 13h 8m

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&quot;Do you really know Indigo, Evans?&quot;
  
  Christine is falling in love with the boy who rescued her from a suicide she doesn't remember attempting. 
  
  But falling in love has it's consequences - especially when it's with an indigo eyed Lord of the Suicidal. 
  
  Chris becomes entangled with the judging the suicidal and the disciples Indigo Boy commands because of it. But by drawing closer, Chris begins to realise that the one she might be in love with isn't who she thinks he is.  
  
  We all have pasts, some of us with ones that cannot resist in coming back to haunt us. When faced with Indigo Boys', Chris must fight to claim her soul for the man who saved or risk losing it to the one who waits in the shadows to steal it. 
  
  &quot;So who is Indigo Boy? Are you sitting comfortably, Evans? Then I shall begin...&quot;All Rights Reserved

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