"Dogs are creatures of primal instinct. They are somewhat ruled by their fierce loyalty to the thing they deem brave enough to protect them, and will always return to their old owners, if provided with a chance. Even if, in the bigger picture, they are hurt by their choice to do so."
It's been two years since Jackson Carter was charged with domestic abuse and locked up. But now he's back on the streets, and unsurprisingly, his first destination is his old apartment. Their apartment.
The same walls. The same kitchen counter. The same bed. The same beautiful man waiting there for him. He might have been a bit stubborn at first, but Jackson will remind him of the time they spent together. Those two years will not go to waste.
Set mid to late season 6, but before the whole Emily fiasco. Content warnings for graphic physical and psychological abuse, sexual abuse, ableism, manipulation / gaslighting / the whole army of red flags, PTSD symptoms and flashbacks, slightly graphic and implied / referenced self-harm and drug use, graphic depictions of violence / injury, some suicidal ideation and action mostly in the later chapters, lots of slurs from Jackson bc we all know what he's like and negative self-image / depression for Spencer.
Wow. Now try saying that in one breath.
I will be putting content warnings at the end of chapters so the reader can view them if necessary, but so they won't spoil the content if you don't want it to. Everything triggering I could think of is listed in the above, but let me know if I missed anything!
The victim will almost always try to justify the abuse they undergo through any means necessary, so remember that anything Spencer thinks about his and Jackson's dynamic throughout this story should probably be taken with a grain of salt.
Again, please be careful when reading! Though if you read book I, you probably know that already :)
you and Spencer have never really been close when you started working at the BAU and you wanted to respect that if he never wanted to get as close to you as he was to the others. But one case that you two work together with seemed to start to change that.
(just gonna add this is going to be kind of a slow burn sorry and I will add trigger warnings where I feel like there may be a need for it thanks)
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uh hi I don't quite have a set story line yet but that will change at some point. this is also my first fanfic so please be nice about the writing. I also don't have a set upload schedule atm so bare with me. this fic will have smut and some possible triggering subjects so I will put those warnings if you're not interested or if you just wanna be cautious about this. again this is my first one so pls be nice thanks