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Before It Turns Grey
siazcanvas
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  • Reads 157
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  • Time 15m
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Complete, First published Jul 06, 2024
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And through all of this, I've just been trying to know who I really am. To come to terms with heartbreak. To bleed, and to cry, and to learn, and to grow. 

Before It Turns Grey is a journey, more than it is a poetry collection. It is a voyage of growing up, learning, living, and finding joy. 

It is bittersweet, is it not, to start a journey? So amazing to go out into the world, but scary to leave the comfort of home. But it all works out in the end. 

I'll see you on the other side. Perhaps, you too, would fall in love with the path more than the destination. 






The version on Wattpad is a preview of the collection, not the full collection. 
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