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CrazyWorldofDreams
Ongoing, First published Jul 23, 2024
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Kennst du das, wenn du mitten in der Nacht aufwachst und nicht mehr einschlafen kannst?
Wenn du ewig lange wach liegst und nachdenkst?

Manchmal sind deine Gedanken chaotisch, schießen vom einen Thema zum nächsten, und manchmal... manchmal sind sie poetisch, auf ihre ganz eigene Art und Weise. 

Dies ist ein Buch voll mit meinen Gedanken. Wenn sie dich interessieren, schau gerne hinein.
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