𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 - MAKAYLA - Wattpad

𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒

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Robyn Finch's world shatters when she loses her older brother, Luka, to suicide. Grief-stricken and haunted by the horrific memory of his death, Robyn moves to Illinois with her younger brother, hoping for a fresh start. But the scars of her past follow her-anxiety, PTSD, depression, and overwhelming suicidal thoughts consume her every day. Struggling to keep herself afloat in the wake of Luka's loss, Robyn's life feels like an endless battle.

When she starts at her new high school, Robyn's attention is drawn to Lyriq Taylor, a confident and popular junior with a sharp edge. But despite the spark that ignites between them, Lyriq is distant, cold, and unwelcoming. She mocks Robyn, rejecting her with a cruel disdain that leaves Robyn questioning if she's truly capable of finding any kind of connection in this new life. 

However, as Robyn finds herself drawn to Lyriq in ways she can't explain, she's forced to confront the darkness that lingers in her own soul while fighting to win over Lyriq's heart. But in the midst of high school cliques, personal demons, and constant bullying, Robyn must decide if she can rise above her struggles and be the person she needs to be-not just for Lyriq, but for herself. 

In this gripping story of love, loss, and self-discovery, Robyn and Lyriq must navigate their own complicated pasts, finding strength in the most unexpected places. Will they be able to heal together, or will their own battles tear them apart?

Welcome to 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒All Rights Reserved

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