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When The FEAR Lasts

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When someone lives in a constant state of Fear the brain kicks into survival mode.                                                              OR                                                                                                                                                                                                                       Gerard targets Buck and mainly Buck to the point of down right abuse, showing up at Buck's apartment and wherever Buck is. What happens when Buck snaps and the others see the way he has started losing weight losing muscles and color to his skin from the lack of sleep as well. What happens when Buck runs and disappears without a trace leaving everything behind out of FEAR.All Rights Reserved

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9-1-1 One-shots (Buddie And 118) by ninaxmazz

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Not Even Death Can Keep Us Apart by artistnightmare8

Buck and Eddie have always had such a special bond that everyone wishes they had in a person. Someone that is just their person inside and out. Everything changes in a blink of an eye, and Buck suddenly feels he has to fight every part of himself to get better, mentally and physically. And Eddie has been there helping Buck pick up the pieces after his accident. During the fight for his life, Buck also realized his true feelings for someone. But during his healing, he also gets a shocking surprise. One that just might give Buck the push he needed in his life to keep pushing forward. After helping Buck pick up the broken pieces of his suffering, what will happen between the two? Will their sparks ignite into something more? Or will those same broken pieces only break them apart. How will the Diaz boys react to Buck's upcoming surprise? How will Buck react? This is my first time ever writing a fanfic, and it is a Buddie (Buck x Eddie from 9-1-1) because it feels NEEDED! lol Tigger warning though, there is talk about abuse and mental health issues, there will be a warning on top of the chapter. Also, this Spoiler alert!! This is going to be a long story with long chapters, so there is your warning lol I like longer chapters. I do not own 911, or any of the characters, or pictures!

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Safe Or Not by 911videoedits

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Brotherhood lasts a lifetime by EdMallory

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