One mistake, that's all it takes and everything came crashing down on him. One secret, that was all he had to keep, but keeping secrets is not all that easy, especially when you feel the need to protect those close to you. Luke finds himself in a whirlwind of self loath and hate when he mistakenly let's out a secret of a dear friend, a friend he has secret feelings for. Now he has to fix it, but he doesn't know how, especially when he still harbours feelings for his friend, and his feelings can never be reciprocated back, at least not with his best friend. But then he meets someone, in the most unlikely situation, the most unlikely place and in an unlikely way. What seemed to start as a hate between two people, soon blossoms into erotic feelings, desires, lusts and finally it turns into love. But how will they deal with this strange new feeling? Especially when it turns out to be one sided Can Luke go through the pain of loving someone that he can't have again? Warning: Book contains strong language, violent themes, mentions of rape and homophobic slurs