Repetitive Thoughts || Akitoya Angst
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  • Parts 20
  • Time 1h 18m
  • Reads 4,155
  • Votes 162
  • Parts 20
  • Time 1h 18m
Complete, First published Nov 25, 2024
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Since middle school, Akito had expressed himself as he wanted. Then suddenly everything changed. All his friends saw a noticeable difference in his behaviour... or should I say *her*.

Meant to be akitoya angst but it's basically everyone angst atp

WARNINGS:
Eds, sh, transphobia, Suicidal thoughts, suicide
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