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I (Still) Love You

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Reads 1,682
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Parts 2
Time 15m

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North was in a bad motorbike accident back in high school that caused some serious damage to his body and took a chunk of his memories, leaving him with head-splitting migraines and the feelings of something missing and being lost when he's by himself. When he gets to university and makes fast friends with his roommate, Ter, that's when the pieces start slowly falling into place. Through Ter he meets the guy his roommate "hates", the senior medical student Hill, and Hill's friend - Johan. There's something about Johan that North can't quite explain, drawing him in, making him feel safe and cared for. Why does Johan look at him with those intense eyes all the time? What is it that North's mother won't tell him about from his high school days? Will he ever get his memories back and feel like a complete person again?

Rated M for future scenes.

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