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dear diary, what's the difference between love and loathe? - lestappen

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Max doesn't really have anyone to talk to after his dad beat the shit out of him, and he stumbles across his old diary, if he can't talk, why not write? 


Charles, also has no one to talk to, ferarri is doing him dirty as shit and he had a little moment and cut himself, again, he also stumbles upon his diary, he can't talk either, so why not write?



TW!!! : there will be intimate actions, swear words, and also gay stuff, if you can not handle any of the above, DO NOT READ THIS!All Rights Reserved

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