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what am i to do? | billie eilish fanfiction

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Reads 1,977
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Parts 22
Time 3h 9m

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billie had just been though one of the messiest situationships imaginable, an affair to be exact. found herself a mistress to a married women and when it all came crashing down, who was there to comfort her and hold her? hailey. 

she shouldn't have been there, she's billie manager. boundaries mattered to her, even if her and billie we friends. she shouldn't have spent the night. she crossed the line and she wasn't planing on making a mistake like that again. her career was on the line. 

second book that takes place in this universe, following mon amour, mon erreur. you don't have to read the previous book, context is provided for your complete understanding :)

*first chapter is a summary of the first book*

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i've created a pinterest board to familiarize you with the book's world on 'bellyxbilz', hope you enjoy reading! as always comments and constructive criticism are encouraged! love ya 

i'll add any trigger warnings here as the book progresses:
-smut 
-chronic illness 
-alcoholism
-abuse 
-violence 
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🥉billiexgirl [11-05-2025]
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