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Title : 長姐覺醒後[九零]
Author : 酥肉鍋
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In her previous life, Yuan Tang was a qualified eldest sister, supporting four college students in the family; a competent daughter, taking care of her seriously ill parents; a generous elder, after her parents passed away, she worked hard for her younger siblings' children...
Even though she died of illness alone on New Year's Eve, Yuan Tang never resented her unfair fate.
Until -
when her younger brother was sorting out her belongings, he took out a blurred admission notice from a rusty iron box.
"Sister, actually you and I both got into high school, but my parents didn't let me tell you."
"Sister, don't resent my parents, it's not easy for them either."
"Sister, I'm sorry."
Looking at the paper being devoured by the flames, Yuan Tang suddenly felt that her life had become a joke.
When she opened her eyes again, Yuan Tang was fifteen years old again.
Her father was smoking a pipe, and her mother spread out her brother's admission letter, with a sad face: "Da Ya, you didn't get into the No. 1 middle school in the county. It's not easy for our family, and it's hard to support you for another year. You are the eldest, so you have to suffer more... Or you can go out to work."
Yuan Tang stared expressionlessly at her silent father, her expectant mother, and her brother who looked a little uncomfortable.
"I won't go."
If she were to live her life again, she would never be the good sister that others talked about.
She wanted to live for herself.
Starting from that notice, from a small country to a big city, the road ahead is long and bright.
Love is unpredictable. It makes you dream, makes you believe in forever-until it shatters you.
Sayra Dixit once believed in love. She believed in stolen glances, whispered confessions, and fairytales that ended in happily ever afters. But all those dreams crumbled the day she confessed her feelings to Rithvik Rajvansh-the school's cold, unattainable genius-and was brutally rejected.
Years passed, and Sayra buried the girl who once loved so openly. But fate had other plans. Now, she finds herself bound in an arranged marriage with the very man who broke her heart.
He is no longer the boy she once adored. And she is no longer the girl who waited for him to notice her. But then, why does his presence still send her heart racing? Why does her indifference feel like a punishment to him?
"I don't believe in love anymore."
"Then I'll teach you how to believe again."