My years of no rest (and not much relaxation)

A diary, a teenage girl, two years of chaos, caffeine, and quiet breakdowns

Sixth form was supposed to be the start of something freedom, growth, maybe even a loving relationship. But for her, it's just about... surviving.

Torn between looming deadlines and the unbearable pressure to be "enough," she writes it all down. The late-night panic attacks, the spiraling thoughts, the moments of hope that come crashing down with a text left on read. There's a crush she can't seem to shake, friends she can't always trust, and a life that keeps moving even when she's stuck in place.

Raw, honest, and sometimes painfully relatable, this is the unfiltered story of what it means to grow up when everything around you feels like it's falling apart.

Welcome to her world. There's no rest here