This heartbreak was different from other's it wasn't just emotional, it was also physical too. This one felt as if someone dropped something heavy on my chest, and it's just hurting. I have these sudden pangs in my chest, a heavy head, and extreme nausea, tingling arms, a swooping sensation in the pit of my stomach and a feeling that everything's slowed down, as if I'm not even alive. I sighed and plopped down into my bed face down. I rolled over slowly, and heard a knock on my door. "Avery babe, it's time for dinner" My mom said, as I made eye contact with her. I twisted up my mouth, and placed my hands on my stomach, closed my eyes. "Period hun?" I groaned, and looked at my mom. "You can stay in your room for the next few days if you want too" My mom said. I nodded and heard the door click. "Finally some alone time" I grumbled into the pillow. I couldn't go outside and just see everyone happy, and then there's me. Heartbroken, and decieved. It was to much at the moment.