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Sometimes things happen in life whether they be good or bad they shape our lives in ways we never knew existed. They let us take a closer look into the world and realize we took everything for granted. 

Alex Eastwood, her fate soon played out, to be diagnosed with Leukemia. She hides behind her walls in hopes that one day she could have her life back again. Be a ruthless teen who could do anything she wanted. When in reality, she couldn't. 

So comes along the ruthless boy she never expected, who so happens to enter inside her life like he's always belonged there. 

Will she be enough to break down the walls the ruthless boy has built? Will he be enough to save her? 

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# 1 Francisco Lachowski
# 7 Romance
# 4 Teen Fiction
# 46 Teen Romance

Completed 01/06/19

* Some chapters will contain the use of sexual contentAll Rights Reserved

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after they met her by peachynamjooni

|ongoing| Ivana grew up alone. She was alone since the day she was born and she was sure she would also die alone. Without anyone by her side she struggled to make a living, till one day two men stood infront of her door, claiming to be her brothers. Getting to meet her overwhelmed father, her overprotective older brothers and the obsessed man from the rival mafia, Ivana didn't know how to feel nor act anymore. Experiencing love and care for the first time, the feeling of finally belonging isn't the only thing Ivana will have to get used to.

Before Forever Ends ✓ by literalight

#18 in TeenFic [prev titled "The Way We Almost Were" ••• ❝Don't,❞ he pleaded softly, offering her a tiny smile, ❝please don't make me a promise you will never be able to keep.❞ He released a quiet but deep breath, leaning forward even more, tilting his body towards her, until their noses were merely inches apart. ❝You are so, so beautiful, Bree,❞ he told her in a hushed voice, as if afraid someone was going to hear. He lifted his hand, trailed a single knuckle down the side of her temple, her cheek, her jaw, ❝you have so much good inside you, it makes me want to grab onto you with all that I have, because I need good, Bree, I need to know good. To see good. To believe in good,❞ he breathed shakily, ❝but all the goodness in you cannot defeat the monsters that walk in broad daylight. Monsters like Chase, like Alec, like...❞ He squeezed his eyes shut tight, closing the distance and resting his forehead against hers, the tips of their noses pressed against one another. ❝They'll get away. Monsters always do.❞ Bree swallowed past the lump in her throat, fought against the need to tilt her face and brush her lips against his, and instead, turned her head to kiss the corner of his mouth, where his upper and bottom lip met. ❝They don't always get away,❞ she whispered into his skin, sealing the vow with another soft kiss, ❝but until you learn to believe that, I'll fight them for you.❞ ••• In which Nick Fraser, the boy who'd grown up seeing monsters, believes he will spend the rest of his life running away from them... but then meets Bree Salvare, the girl with laughing brown eyes who makes him want to pause, take a deep breath, and stay instead. ••• ALL RIGHTS RESERVED ©LITERALIGHT

Royally Flushed by kristentaylor16

When a broken Malia meets playboy Prince Louis at boarding school, past secrets emerge and a dangerous threat against the monarchy arises, but as they grow closer will their bond survive or will it be destroyed in the plot against the reigning family? *** Malia Spencer jumps at the chance to get away from her evil stepfather after her mother's death and finds herself situated at a nice prep school for the exorbitantly rich and famous in England after her aunt on her mother's side rescues her from America. Little did she know, though, that she was among royalty. Enter Prince Louis: the sexy and enigmatic bad boy player of Wilmington Prep that stumbles into her life without warning, opening her mind to his sarcastic remarks and smart ass ways. She realizes that he's someone she will have to endure if it means staying in England and as far away from her step father as possible. But what happens when the complexities of his royal life interfere into her own, digging into her past and the tragedies that accompany it? Will she be able to pick up the pieces of her heart or will it forever be royally flushed?

I'm a Costello by _crazy_hooman_

•[COMPLETED]• Book-1 of Costello series. Valentina is a free spirited bubbly girl who can sometimes be very annoyingly kind and sometimes just.. annoying. She has lived in Texas as long as she can remember with her mother with no knowledge of her rest of her family. Suddenly her life takes a huge turn. Loved ones are lost and sudden revelations are made. She is not very good at dealing with changes. Well let's just say she is in for a huge surprise when she finds out about her father and the fact that she has six brothers. Yeah that's gonna be fun :) . . Yup this is another older brother/ mafia family story. Enjoy! Best rankings: #1 in siblings #1 in Big brothers #1 in American mafia #1 in Costello #1 in cousin #1 in lost Princess #2 in mafia brothers #2 in lost daughter #3 in badass #3 in family secrets #4 in older brother #5 in sarcasm #4 in sister #4 in reunited

Counting Stars | ✔ by Naivelydreams

Jessica Grayson has struggled with body dysmorphia and bullying for most of her life. And when she believes she has finally turned things around for herself, she is betrayed and made fun of by her boyfriend and close friends, which sends her into a downward spiral. When senior year begins, all she wants is to not attract attention to herself, and blend quietly into the background. She plans to keep to herself and avoid any sort of drama. But her plan goes down the drain when she runs into a handsome but troubled boy who has his own twisted agenda. Now that they have crossed paths, their worlds will never be the same. ©️ All Rights Reserved ●●● Most Impressive Rankings #2 in Love on 19/06/2021 (out of 2.22M stories) #4 in Romance on 19/06/2021 (out of 1.14M stories) #3 in Heartbreak on 14/03/2022 (out of 167k stories) #3 in Youngadult on 19/06/2021 (out of 83.4k stories) #2 in Hot on 07/07/2021 (out of 75.8k stories) #1 in Lies on 19/05/2022 (out of 55 5k stories) #1 in Possessive on 19/06/2021 (out of 38.1k stories #1 in Jealousy on 7/12/2019 (out of 25.7k stories) #1 in Tattoos on 22/03/2020 (out of 6.36k stories) #1 in YA on 22/06/2021 (out of 11.3k stories) #1 in destruction on 25/06/2021 (out of 6.44k stories) *** ⚠️ CONTENT WARNING ⚠️ This story contains vulgar language, bullying, slightly mature content, talks of suicide, SA, body shaming and substance abuse. Reader discretion is advised.

The Girl Who Never Smiles | ✔️ by ImagineSass_15

{COMPLETED!!!} "She's just a little too scared to get close because everyone who said they'd be there, left." -Anonymous Bay Stewart is the girl who never smiles. Not even the slightest of a smile has came to her face in 7 years. She has herself guarded by building walls as high as the Empire State Building around her so that no one can get in. Issac Evans is the golden boy of Eastside High and he is known as the opposite of Bay. He is always smiling and is always optimistic. Issac has made it his personal goal to get Bay to smile more and let the beauty she has been hiding to show. When Issac and Bay collide, Bay is forced to truly acknowledge the pain and hurt that is inside of her that has caused her smile to disappear off of her face. When Issac brings his golden sun into Bay's dark world, something new is introduced into both of their lives. True Love And that is what makes the girl who never smiles smile again. *** "Because, Bay Stewart, you are the best thing that has ever crashed into my life, literally." -Issac Evans ******* Highest Rankings: #6 in teenfiction #7 in teenromance #3 in teendrama #1 in senioryear #4 in lovestory #11 in youngadult #1 in highschoolexperience #1 in sarcasm #1 in smile #1 in Stewart #1 in goldenboy #2 in brokengirl #15 in teen #73 in completed

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𝑨𝒈𝒂𝒓 𝒕𝒖 𝑺𝒉𝒊𝒗 𝒕𝒐𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒌𝒕𝒊, 𝑻𝒖 𝑹𝒂𝒎 𝒕𝒐𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒊𝒕𝒂, 𝑻𝒖 𝑲𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝑹𝒂𝒅𝒉𝒂 𝒃𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒊, 𝑲𝒊𝒔𝒊 𝒃𝒉𝒊 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒓 𝒔𝒆, 𝑩𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊 𝒎𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒊. ~𝐀.𝐆𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐚 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 𝐃𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 : 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's a Banaras (aahh I just love this place so much ) based story, toh read toh banta hai. ╰⊰ 𝐀𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐆𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐚 ♡ An introvert, demure and mature girl but talkative and childish with her people. She loves her family to the stars and back. She has a tiny... no a big crush on Rudraksh Ranawat. ╰⊰ 𝐑𝐮𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐤𝐬𝐡 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐭 ♡ A confident, reserved and chivalrous. Loves his family .He has two best friends - Saransh and Vihaan. He is unaware of Ahana's feelings but what will happen when he becomes aware of it and will start to feel something from his own end ? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞..." Rudraksh said softly looking into Ahana's eyes.

Fight For You by secretstothewind

When Emily applies for a position as a caregiver for Daniel, a boy with a permanent spinal cord injury, she never thought she'd also be dealing with his brash fighter of a brother, Lucas. Emily soon becomes involved in the world of fighting that seems to constantly surround Lucas as he attempts to find retribution for his brother. Can Emily help heal the relationship between the two brothers while also caring for the seemingly brute professional fighter? Will Lucas lower his barriers enough for Emily to do so?

I Hate My Brother (editing!) by CherylVylona

COMPLETED • • • "We can't keep doing this... Wayne's gonna kill you if he finds out." "Baby, y'know I'm not afraid of him. I'm willing to take his punches as long as it means I get to finally show you off. Just say the word, love. I've always been waiting for you to be ready, haven't you realized that?" --- The worst already happened, what else could top that, right? She was wrong. And the answer were two words-Wayne Owens. College was supposed to be a fresh start for Kelsey Owens. After taking a year off trying to heal, drowning herself in parties and alcohol; she'd decided leaving was a better choice. She wasn't ever going to get better unless she left. Besides, anywhere would be better than staying in a place she was constantly reminded of hell. That was until she found out who she had to live with. Wayne, the same person who was her worst nightmare for the first 15 years of her life. She thought she was done dealing with him. She'd already forgotten ever having a brother since he left four years ago. Suddenly leaving wasn't such a good idea anymore.

Ex-best Friends with the Bad Boy by Neon_Girl99

Grace York is back in town after he best - friend Josh Lee betrayed her for popularity. She was back and she was coming back in style. Things aren't always as you expect them to be.

How He Fell by sxreya

C O M P L E T E D ☙❦❧ "Who would ever love Medusa?" "The blind," he whispered. ☙❦❧ She was a daughter worth nothing in a family worth everything. They didn't want her and she was hurt. Neglected. On the other side of the same spectrum stood him. Being taken advantage of does a number on many. A childhood is something almost no one forgets and he'll never forget his. So he took his anger out on the punching bag in the abandoned building each night. He can't hold all those frustrations in. Two people broken beyond repair. One too scared and one too angered to just want to be any longer. But one day, they stumble upon each other. And Maddox Lohan knew he had to save Evelyn Moreau from the same fall he would not be able to escape. But was it fair? To show someone a life worth living when he himself did not want to live? ☙❦❧ 1/11/18 - 10/17/19 [ COMPLETED ] [ 4 pre-chapters + 35 chapters + epilogue ] #1 in young adult reads (8/12/19 - 9/20/19) #1 in boxer (8/23/19 - 9/19/29) #2 in teen romance (05/01/20-05/03/20) #29 in teen fiction (03/13/20-03/15/20) Cover by @xtruebeautyx Copyright ©

The Boxer and the Nerd by writergirl1946

Cassidy is the classic nerd at her high school. She lives in a shelter with a tragic past that replays in her dreams. Ayden is the boxer who train his life to be one, he is the bad boy also and nobody corrects him besides his family. What are the odds of differences attract. Or not....

Unloving Mr. President by serineriaserenade

"I like you, Mr. President." Iyan ang madalas bukambibig ni Sariah Loralie Calliope kay Conrad Archer-the most popular model student in their campus, superhero ng lahat, at higit sa lahat, ang kaniyang nag-iisang childhood crush at first love. Since the first day she mets him, she already knew that he is her destiny. Kaya naman ginawa niya ang lahat mapansin lang ng binata. Pero palagi naman siyang nirereject nito. Hindi tuloy malaman ni Sariah kung ano pa ba ang dapat niyang gawin magustuhan lamang ng taong gusto niya. She was a popular beauty, pinagkakaguluhan ng maraming lalaki, nagmula sa mayamang pamilya, she has it all, pero pagdating kay Conrad, isa lang siyang normal na babaeng pilit pinagsisiksikan ang sarili sa taong hindi naman siya gusto. Ngunit paano kung ang dating 'I like you' ay magbago? What if Sariah forgets about him, turning her young and sweet love into hatred? Will she continue to pursue her longest desire to win his heart? Or she will soon keep her distance, forget, and unlove him, her unrequited love?

Loving My Best friend by Tepanie_Marie

Amanda Jones and Christian Matthews, the two best friends that everyone thought was a couple. The were the closest pair of friends you would ever meet. They did everything together. They were two peas in a pod, inseperable. Until that was all thrown away when a misundersranding occured causing them to part ways. Now in their Senior year, Christian finds out something about Amanda that he failed to learn. When an accident happens, it draws them back together to rekindle their friendship. But could it be something more than just friendship? Find out in "Loving My Best friend" ********************* I swear the story is way better than this stupid description. I'm really sorry, I'm not that good with descriptions. Leave comments and express your opinions. This book was previously called 'Lucky'.

Strong For Too Long Trilogy ✔️ by darkblonde1

Excerpt: The sentence you are currently reading has the potential to undermine your capability in the knowledge of literature and your bland consciousness to understand my dementedly destroyed mind, all thanks to my biological upbringing of erudite functionality. I want to know if that sentence not only mentally, emotionally, but also physically made you want to avoid understanding the rest of my highly incomprehensible, foreign lifestyle that made me want to become a trained serial killer...just to get away from my past. **** This novel has a crossover with The Lone Dove Series. Photo by Warren Umoh on Unsplash.

Stella and the Boxer by RhapsodyBoulevard

The Wattys 2014 "Undiscovered Gem" Stella Henry is afraid of a lot of things. As a child, her simple, comfortable home life did not prepare her for the sort of people whom she would meet as a younger teenager. Now eighteen and a freshman at Clemson University, Stella meets Charlie, who, like her, has long been keeping others at bay. Though his disposition is kind and gentle, Charlie is a boxer, and his world only reminds Stella of elements of her past she would like to forget. When both realize that they have a safe place in one another, they start to overcome their fear of other people, and of letting them get close enough to matter. In many ways, this is a story about allowing people to matter to our lives, and about meaning something to them, in turn. At some point in your day, in your routine, in your life, you will matter to someone. That is a special kind of power, do be careful with it. "We love people not so much for the good they've done us, as for the good we've done them." Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace

The Quiet One by Em3lla

COMPLETED I was so sad this night was going to end, and I'll have to go back to being myself again. But if I only get to have this kind of night once, I was going to end with a bang, My blue eyes moved up to meet his beautiful green eyes. I leaned in and he followed me slowly than before I knew it my lips were touching his. He slowly and softly moved his lips with mine as we continued to move to the music. Our lips danced rhythmically with us. Pulling away I smiled at the light feeling in my chest as he pulled me into his chest. Plan get my first kiss, has succeeded. __________ Dawn Corral has always been the quiet one, the one with perfect grades but doesn't speak a word to anyone but her best friend Kat. Out of school, she has a natural talent for dance and for murdering alarm clocks. Jack Mornwall is a rebellious, confident and dangerous bad boy. He is also one of Dawn's brother's "sketchy" friends. It was easy for her to avoid him but now he's everywhere she turns from school to her house. Will she be able to escape this bad boy? Best Ratings: #14 in Romance #14 in TeenFiction The Quiet One- Completed The Loud One- Ongoing updates © 2024 by em3lla. All rights reserved.

Hum For Tum by sushimagines

♡ This is an Indian highschool lovestory, full of love, drama, comedy, romance and more; where two school toppers, Aarohi: the sweet and bubbly girl who always do whatever her heart says. Akshit: the reserved and quiet boy who likes to be in his bubble all the time. being in the same school for 10 years never crossed each other's path. But what will happen when one of them will start catching feelings for other? To know more about their story, stay connected with 'Hum For Tum'.

Spellbound by emilyslittlelibrary

Lera Thatcher. She doesn't usually fall for people. She's a daydreamer, and loves to find the best in every situation. Christian Laurence. He's irrational, impulsive and a friend of Lera's older brother. He's been hanging around for years, becoming more infuriating by the second. He's always teased Lera, and she hates him for it. So when their families decide to stay at a beach house together over the summer, why does he take a sudden interest in her? And why, as hard as she tries to fights it, can she feel a magnetic pull towards him? Is it just close proximity, or are under each others spell? With their years of history, are they set for an implosion? Or is there room for an alternate ending? ~ The First Story in the 'Endlessly' Series ~ Highest rankings:🏅 #1 - brothers best friend!!!! #1 - spellbound #1 - family friends #1 - summer love #6 - daydream #4 - meant to be #26 - dreams #4 - short story #3 - vacation #1 - holiday romance <3 #2 - beach #3 - summer

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after they met her

|ongoing| Ivana grew up alone. She was alone since the day she was born and she was sure she would also die alone. Without anyone by her side she struggled to make a living, till one day two men stood infront of her door, claiming to be her brothers. Getting to meet her overwhelmed father, her overprotective older brothers and the obsessed man from the rival mafia, Ivana didn't know how to feel nor act anymore. Experiencing love and care for the first time, the feeling of finally belonging isn't the only thing Ivana will have to get used to.