It was just a party. It was just a game. He was just a guy. It was just a kiss...but it was THAT kiss, with THE guy. No big deal. But, if it wasn't such a big deal, why can't I stop fucking thinking about it? Ashton believes in hiding her feelings. She learned this from her mom. Even though she doesn't have the best life, she will never admit that. She knows what it feels like to be abandoned, but she refuses to let that effect her externally. Then she meets Jace, someone who tears down her boundaries and walls to pieces. But boundaries aren't the only thing he breaks.