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My life as a trans guy

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Present tense diary. 
I guess I made this for myself really, to read back on in the (hopefully near) future if I ever do become socially accepted as Alec. 
If you do decide to read this book, I do have to warn you that my family aren't at all supportive and my life is difficult at the moment. 
My female name is Ellie. Not at all masculine. 
I haven't yet cut my hair or proceeded to change my style. 
These are all things I hope for in the future. 
Love, Alec.All Rights Reserved

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