Blue Coffee Mugs and the Agoraphobic [boyxboy] ✔

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Agoraphobia 
[ag-er-uh-foh-bee-uh]
(n.) an abnormal fear of being in crowds, public places, or open areas, sometimes accompanied by anxiety attacks.

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