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Breaking Benjamin--Actually, Please Don't (boy x boy)

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Three names.

Three people.

One choice.

* * *

Benjamin Penn is a shy gay teen with a major crush. The boy he can't stop staring at is Alexander Prescott, the school's favorite football player. Straight as an arrow, according to Benjamin. The only one who knows of his secret crush is his best friend Cecile. 

Despite being terrified of his own sexuality, Benjamin is enjoying the way his life is going. Alexander's noticing him, Cecile's being friendly as always, and he's starting to like himself. It's all going uphill.

That is, until Eddie Strage pops back into his life.

Eddie, Benjamin's badass ex-boyfriend, makes his return begging for forgiveness. 

The three stand before Benjamin, all with secrets that the boy has yet to learn. But one question remains...which will he choose? And will it make him...or will it break him?

//this book contains material that some may find offensive or triggering, including vivid references to self-harm, eating disorders, rape, and suicide. Please be aware of this before continuing.\\

-A.N.S.All Rights Reserved

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