I'm a disaster.
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Ongoing, First published Jan 08, 2016
Lola Stan. 
Partita dopo il primo anno delle superiori si ritrova ad essere sballottata per il mondo per via del lavoro dei suoi genitori.
Finalmente raggiunge la tanto attesa maggiore età e decide di tornare a vivere nella vecchia casa a Londra mai venduta.
Ciò che la tormenta oltre i tanti scheletri nell'armadio è la mancanza della sola e unica persona che le manca realmente il suo caro Niall.
Al suo ritorno troppe cose sono cambiate, alcune in meglio ed altre in peggio che non faranno altro che buttare giù Lola che si porta sulle spalle la recente morte della madre e l'assenza del padre che continua la sua vita come se niente fosse.
Lei si ritiene un disastro. Loro la ritenevano un disastro.
Ma lui la riteneva il suo meraviglioso disastro. 
Ed ora? 
Ora le cose sono cambiate, in parte.
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