If Only You Knew
msxash
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msxash
Complete, First published Feb 23, 2016
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"Why can't you just tell me what's wrong"  he whispered, getting quieter than before and cupped my face in his hands. 

With every passing day we grow closer and closer. I feel like I'm leading him on but how could I just tell him? It's not that simple to just share my secret. I can't. Not to him, not to anyone.

**

Bianca, the quietest girl in the class yet probably the nicest. The most afraid yet the most brave. The girl that is continuously served with things, that she could never in a million years deserve.

Cameron, in her eyes, he's the most amazing guy ever. Cute smile, a freckled face and dimples, he had everything that she'd want in a guy. Of course that's just because it was he who had those qualities in the first place.

He's been her only crush for quite some time, but he hasn't ever shown the slightest interest in her until now.

When she was being continuously punched on the ground, he'd just stood there with his so-called girlfriend; laughing, because he had a 'reputation to uphold'. It didn't matter though, because she loved it when he laughed.

Now they are chosen to work on a project together, in the process he learns more about her and becomes somewhat attracted to her.

Could the last person on this earth you'd ever expect to, ironically fall deeply in love with Bianca?

What's going to happen if he finds out about her big secret? 

And his supposed girlfriend? 

Maybe, just maybe he can become the cure that she's always needed.
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Summer

54 parts Ongoing

Summer is intoxicatingly beautiful and she knows it. Everyone wants to be her, dazzling and glimmering from the inside out. Watching her float through life without a care in the world was the ultimate torture. You just had to know her and most anyone would do anything to get close enough. What no one understands is Summer is not as perfect as she seems. Not by a long shot. And trying to hold it all together is like silently suffocating inside her own head. She can feel herself slipping away, underneath the silent gaze of the moon and nothing she does seems to stop it. Until she somehow stumbles into Ace, who is as beautiful as he is cruel. He takes what he wants and doesn't care how he gets it. Pushing people away is what he knows and no one dares to get close enough or else they might get ripped to shreds. Summer doesn't trust Ace. She doesn't want or need him. He's frustrating, stubborn and doesn't care about anyone but himself. But a part of her can't help but feel drawn even as destructive and explosive as he seems to be. That's when Summer decides to stay away. Then someone starts threatening Summer, sending her vicious notes, placing dead animals on her step, destroying her things. And to her surprise Ace vows to help find this mysterious person, pulling the two of them together in an unexpected way. But just as Summer finds herself growing closer to Ace, she begins to realize that this person doesn't just want her destroyed. They want her dead.

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