"I love him - I still do, even after everything. And, God, I can't see myself being with anyone other than RJ in the future. But what if the pain of being so in love with him becomes greater than the fear of being alone?" Nicomaine Dei Mendoza-Faulkerson thought she had everything under control - her career, family and marriage. Key word: thought. Behind the perfect marriage that everyone thought were unanswered calls and big fights that involved trashing the kitchen. "Divorce," Richard Faulkerson Jr. suggested, as painful as it sounded. Nicomaine half-heartedly agreed because what else can they do? [BEFORE comprises of the events prior to the filing of the divorce; DURING consists of the events throughout the duration of the process of the divorce; AFTER... if they sign the papers]