The tears I've shed,
All the heartache I've felt,
Coping with this hand,
That my life has dealt.
Struggling with emotions,
Witnessing joy and pain,
I'd go through the lot once more,
Now knowing i'd meet you again.
Never really knew what it was?,
This which they call love,
I assumed I had felt it!?,
That so called feeling from above.
But then I met you,
And wow I sure feel it now!,
Every single thing about you,
I love truly I vow.
Without you I can't sleep,
Without you I'm undressed,
You complete me completely,
All other sins I've confessed.
And now all that's left,
Is to spend our lives left together,
And I promise to love you,
Truly madly deeply forever.
XXX
R.Williams
I know we weren't meant to be together. It was one forbidden seductive kiss. But my attraction to him was something I couldn't help. I know it's wrong to fall for your stepbrother but I couldn't help but want him the second I saw him.
I know what your all thinking...when my stepbrother moved in. I didn't expect it to ever happen. He was just a crush. But I knew I wanted him. He drove me insane. Drove me wild. Crazy. Everything about him made me want him all the time. I know my father wouldn't approve of it. But I needed him and he was intoxicating. Everything about him. I just wanted to be his best. Nothing but the best he's ever had.
I knew it wouldn't be okay to have an obsession with your stepbrother. But I couldn't help it. I needed him. I was in shock that I was obsessed with this guy that I didn't think I would ever have feelings for. But I didn't care. I guess you can say I always know what I want and when I want. I guess sleeping with your stepbrother is wrong. But I didn't care. Even when people got between us.... even when we kept our relationship a secret. No matter what happened or what we said or did. But there were problems with me being in love with him but also being his stepsister. I was afraid of losing him. We had to keep our attraction hidden to one another a secret so our parents wouldn't find out or it would leave us forbidden to be together. But I didn't want him to be with anyone but me. I wanted him to myself. I wanted to be his because no matter what we were meant to be. The universe brought us together for a reason. But sometimes you can't help who you fall in love with.
Because the heart wants what it wants. Not you wanting the heart. But I only belonged to him and no one else. You know why? Because for sure he was MINE.