Dear, Joshua
This is my 27th attempt at a proper suicide note.
Something is holding me back.
It's you.
[potential for occasional strong language and suicide references]
Miniminter/ Wroetoshaw
It had been months, I've been like a ghost, done nothing. I can't even think about life without you, I don't feel like I'm a person anymore, what am I doing with my life now that you are gone? I need to find you, I need you back. Come back to me, I beg you!