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What If I Go?

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Chole  was a regular girl, until she came home one day and found out her father had been arrested on account of 3rd degree murder. She doesn't know who her father killed or why. But soon after her mother and boyfriend become abusive. But just how long can she survive knowing any day could be her last?All Rights Reserved

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After her abusive father finally goes to jail, Rain tries to live a happy normal life. What happens when he returns? Will she move on from the past, or will she get left behind? Will she fall in love with Kevin, or will she push him away? A story of love, pain, misery and hope, Rain battles to find her true self. Please leave comments :)😄