Grayson Hayes seemed to have the perfect life up until he was fifteen. He had a beautiful girlfriend, popular in school with good grades, and an amazing mother and father that loved him and his two year old little sister. But every thing went downhill when Grayson was caught kissing his girlfriend's brother. After that day Grayson was forced out of the closet and soon his family found out. Neither his father or mother were very happy but claimed everything was okay. Grayson's father picked up drinking after that and his mother got tired of the alcohol and left, leaving her husband and two children behind. Grayson's father blamed him for his wife leaving and that's when the beating started. He is now almost eighteen and can't wait until he and his little sister, Leanne, can leave just like their mother. --- Gael Matthews is the soon to be Alpha of the Red Ash pack. On his eighteenth, he is excited to meet his mate but is surprised to find that his mate is a boy. Although Gael is straight, he still wants his mate. As Gael tries to get closer to Grayson, Gael finds that Grayson is afraid of people, especially of those who are being kind to him. Gael is determined to find out why Grayson acts the way he does and love and protect him from all the evil in the world. Will Grayson open up to Gael and let him in his life or will he be too afraid to allow love in his life? This is the new and improved version of Missing My Alpha. I wasn't very happy with the way MMA turned out so I finally decided to rewrite it. I hope you enjoy!