2009 ; phan
recoveringflower
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  • Reads 16,316
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  • Parts 26
  • Time 11m
recoveringflower
Complete, First published Aug 31, 2016
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where blue eyes can't admit to falling in love with brown.

or phil is dan's idol, and cannot stop thinking about him. they start talking, and decide to meet. but what happens when they meet, and a certain feeling changes phil's life?

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