Forever Enigmatic - 𝐆 - Wattpad

Forever Enigmatic

Reads 246,066
Votes 7,368
Parts 36
Time 4h 14m

Reads 246,066
Votes 7,368
Parts 36
Time 4h 14m

"Distracting myself is the only way I can survive." 

Sierra Jenkins didn't think she'd escape the darkness unharmed, but there she was walking into The Gain trying to live a normal life. Just when she thinks everything is too good to be true, she's slapped in the face with an increase in her rent that plummets her back into the depths of darkness. Working double shifts, pulling all-nighters, and working out to escape, she loses herself trying to make ends meet. Her body takes hit after hit as she pushes her limits, but she masks it all with a deceiving smile. 

But Kyle sees right through it. He knows what it's like to suffer in silence and he doesn't want to see the only trainee that sticks around slowly deteriorate herself. 

Anxiety-ridden, emotional, and draining, the real life struggle of a college student trying to survive.

*******
Photo by: Jaspeorology on Pexels
Edited by: meAll Rights Reserved

Table of contents

36 parts

Sign up to add Forever Enigmatic to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Snowfall Sweethearts by LovesBooks04

Seventeen-year-old Noelle's world is quiet, and she intends to keep it that way. After moving to a new town for her father's demanding job, Noelle retreats into herself. Battling anxiety and unpredictable fainting spells, she rarely speaks to anyone outside of her Dad-her rock- and Ace, her fiercely loyal husky and service dog. Together, they navigate a life where every step feels uncertain. When her father secures her a place at Oakfields College, Noelle's carefully constructed world begins to crack. Thrown into the chaos of campus life, she plans to keep her head down. But everything changes when her path crosses with Nathan Ashton. Nathan is popular, loud, and smug. The guy who seems to have every girl wrapped around his finger. Everything about him should send Noelle running. Instead, she finds herself drawn into his orbit despite her better judgment. As Nathan pushes his way past her defences, Noelle must confront not only him but also the fears and scars she's been trying so hard to hide. Her quiet world is shifting, but is it for better or worse? :) All my own work. Pictures from Pinterest and Google. Credit to owners.

Healed? by hazinawrites

Jordyn has always had hard relationships with people. Her mom was never the best to her and consistently had jabs about her looks. Her dad never stood up for her and let her mom do whatever. After a horrid experience with her ex, Jordyn had to leave how to push men around. She met the new student, Elijah, that wouldn't leave her alone. Despite trying to push him away, he was there for her and that bonded them forever. TW: Rape Self Harm

Heaven Is You by DramaQueenforreal

COMPLETED✅ When uni student Talia Herera finally finds it in herself to break up with her shitty boyfriend Tim, Oscar Atkins -Volleyball star- at their uni, finds his way into her chaotic life, to show her how she should've been treated all along. ~The colors sage green and lavender purple, upon first glance, those two couldn't be found on the same side of the spectrum, at least not, theoretically. How about we test the theory metaphorically?~ ❣️❣️❣️ "Why're you mad Oscar, is it because it sucks to have my sloppy seconds?" Comes out an all too familiar voice. I freeze in step at the realization. "I dare you to say that again" There's some shuffling, it's clear to conclude they're on the verge of a fight. Sierra faces me, squeezing my hand "Come on" She has a serious expression on her face. I gulp and continue my footsteps. "Hey, Tim" I call up for him. His eyes nearly fall out of their sockets as they bulge out while turning to face me. He surely didn't expect me to show up from thin air. I approach him warily, nevertheless confidently, everyone's eyes following my every move. "You know, I really did want our breakup to be as civilized as possible. Though it seems like people never learn. Oh, and by the way, you were shitty in bed. Every orgasm I had, I had to fake so you can get it over with" I confess and the guys are trying to hold in their laughs and snickers at my statement; hardly succeeding. . . . ❣️❣️❣️ *I don't own any of the pictures used, they belong to their rightful owners. *contains cursing. *contains mature themes. -Dual perspective #2 in YoungAdult #2 in jealousy #1 in sportromance #6 in college #2 in volleyball #2 in collegeromance #2 in friendstolovers #8 in enemiestolovers #51 in romance #12 in teenfiction #5 in teenromance #1 in bestfriend

Escaping His Games - Sports Romance by InspirKEN

The guy pushes his hood off and runs a hand through his untamed hair. I notice it shaking from where I'm standing, so I'm sure the pharmacist does too. Probably not the best strategy if you're shopping for drugs. "I just. . . It's fine, okay. What was the name of the other pills you said I could purchase?" he asks, barely keeping it together. ----- Colin's terrified. He can't close his eyes without wondering if his father is lurking around every corner. He's worried he'll lose his scholarship and lies awake praying he can take his team to victory this year as their new team captain. It's driving him insane too that everywhere he goes, Jade's there and she isn't scared backing down from a fight with him. He needs to get her out of his system. It isn't until she's weaseled her way into every part of his life that he realizes there may be something more to this relationship than he expected. So that's just another thing to add to the list of what's keeping him up. Jade's romantic life is far from ideal, so when proposed with the idea of a one-night stand with a guy who knows how to push all of her buttons, Jade says yes hoping that it will help her forget. The only problem, that one night stand has turned into a friendship, which has turned into sleeping together almost every night. It's fine though, because Colin has trouble sleeping, and Jade's a great "friend".

✔️ | 😍 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 (#1, Second Chance Series) by byMegFischer

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 with soft and mature themes. College senior Sierra adores her best friend Brian, but he inadvertently thwarts her love life on occasion. She didn't expect to meet Nick that night, but they quickly fell in love, and she's scrambling to make the puzzle pieces fit. 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: about 100k 𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒: dual POV, college romance, first love, like brother and sister, trauma, the power of family 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐃 on Wattpad's New Adult profile "Romance & Drama" and "Mature Content", and Romance profile "Head over Heels" lists. ---------- "We're just friends!" Sierra Carr and Brian Pena have repeated that phrase for the past eight years about their dynamic friendship. Nick Garrett's sole plan was to survive senior year unscathed. Falling in love was not on his to-do list, but when he meets Sierra, that vow flies right out the window. As romance fires up, Nick struggles to remain cool about Sierra and Brian's friendship, and Sierra scrambles to figure out how to keep them both in her life. Will Sierra have to sacrifice her relationship with Brian, or can she and Nick make it work amidst the jealousy?

Elysian by Elijahtheshagger

From the outside Juliet Kingston seems to have the perfect life. She has popularity, beauty and a famous dad who seemingly spoils her rotten. But nobody is aware of what happens behind closed doors. After spending years at the mercy of her abusive father Juliet sees her chance to escape by attending her dream university across the country but after being told that she doesn't qualify for student aid she faces a problem. Her dad refuses to pay her tuition and in an attempt to control Juliet and to keep her always at arms reach, he makes her a deal. He'll pay her tuition for a smaller, local university as long as she agrees to continue living at home and miss out on the full uni experience. She agrees and starts her first semester soon after but she becomes more and more depressed living with a father who constantly tells her how worthless she is. Her days start to become repetitive and she no longer finds joy in anything, becoming an empty shell of who she used to be . Seeing no point in living, she gives herself a deadline. If something in her life doesn't change by her nineteenth birthday approaching in two months she plans to end her life. But what happens when the quiet drug dealer is the only one to notice her downward spiralling.

Nyctophilia by raphaelle_lrx

Nyctophilia (n.) -love of darkness or night. finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness --- Life isn't always easy. Sure there's some ups, but there's also downs. My life went downhill real fast the day I lost my voice. The day I stopped talking to any human being. The day that all of it changed the entire way around. I honestly thought I'd stay that way forever... you know, quiet, introverted, sad, but mostly scared. Until I met him. Until he came and changed everything for the best without even knowing it. --- Nyctophilia Heather Walker used to be a ray of sunshine. The kind of person who put a smile on your face with one single glance. Surely, her life was too perfect to be real. Everything got ruined that one night. Since, she hasn't pronounce a word or even communicated with someone who isn't family or best friend. Since... she hates the world. She despises it. Until he comes along. Until he opens a door for Nyctophilia. A door that leads to something she hadn't believed in for years. A door towards hope. Aaron Christopher Black aka your typical underground fighter. Tall, muscular, extremely handsome, but mostly scary. His glare could kill someone easily. He could snap your bone in two without even trying. He is the guy your parents warned you about. Nonetheless, everyone has a reason to their actions, right? No one really knows why he's so cold and mysterious... until she comes in the decor. Ah, will the big bad guy be able to resist to sweet Nyctophilia or will he be whipped so easily no one would believe he really is terrifying? --- ⚠️TW⚠️ This book can contain really sensitive subjects such as self-harm, rape, self-sabotage, eating disorder, depressed thoughts, strong languages and such. I will not put a trigger warning at each chapter, so read at your own risk. I warned you, if you're still reading and it triggered you, it is not on my part anymore.

Abigail by hmarieh1218

(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.

Sophomore Year by dlcahus37055

~Completed~ A 16 year old girl goes into sophomore year as a new student. Hoping that it's one to remember, she realizes that it will be. Not in the way that she had hoped. Lindsay goes through a lot of difficult situations from her mom's boyfriend, to her friend's dad, to her mom moving, to her moving with dad, to moving schools, to transferring back and losing one of her best friends. Lindsay begins to lose hope, and she begins to get really depressed to the point she feels like suicide is all that's left. She turns to drugs, alcohol, and self-harm. Feeling as if no one cares, she begins to plan her suicide. She does fine in school in hopes that it will keep the attention away from her actions. Coming to the end of sophomore year, she begins to see what's good about life as she promises Dr. Barns, and Mrs. Gibson gives her reason and inspiration. ---------------------- ❗️Not all events in this story are true. I made up some stuff to go along. :)❗️

Before She Even Knows by TeaInTheGarden02

''There is only one thing crossing my mind right now. If he hates me so much, then why the hell is he kissing me back?'' ----------------------- Emma White has always been kind of a loner. Her mother died giving birth to her and her father never really cared, always working in his successful company. That's why she decides to go to a college away from home, something she's been dreaming of since she can remember. However, what happens when at her very first day on campus, she crosses path with Noah Allen? He is rich, popular, cold, rude and a player just to start with. No surprise she calls him Mr. Grumpy. What is driving her insane though is that he's only too cold when it comes to her. After some not so pleasant moments and lots of glares, she tells herself that the best is to stay away from him, but it won't be that easy. After a disastrous kiss and hidden jealousy, she finds herself deeply involved into what is this frustrating boy. Add to that the fact that he is her roommates' childhood best friend and you can see drama from miles away. Noah claims to hate her ever since they met, and he doesn't mean her first day of college. He remembers her just fine from a couple of years ago and all the feelings are back. He knows she doesn't remember him and he'll use this as his leverage to do what he has to do. It's what he promised his father and himself, even if it means he has to pretend to care for her. All he cares is his family business. At least it's what he tells himself, until the feelings start getting too mixed and he ends up thinking of her more than he should. Maybe it's not all about business after all. He knows their history started before she even knows, what he didn't expect was for her to be so different from what he has always believed.

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Snowfall Sweethearts cover

Heaven Is You cover

Escaping His Games - Sports Romance cover

✔️ | 😍 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄 (#1, Second Chance Series) cover

Nyctophilia cover

Sophomore Year cover

Before She Even Knows cover

Snowfall Sweethearts

Seventeen-year-old Noelle's world is quiet, and she intends to keep it that way. After moving to a new town for her father's demanding job, Noelle retreats into herself. Battling anxiety and unpredictable fainting spells, she rarely speaks to anyone outside of her Dad-her rock- and Ace, her fiercely loyal husky and service dog. Together, they navigate a life where every step feels uncertain. When her father secures her a place at Oakfields College, Noelle's carefully constructed world begins to crack. Thrown into the chaos of campus life, she plans to keep her head down. But everything changes when her path crosses with Nathan Ashton. Nathan is popular, loud, and smug. The guy who seems to have every girl wrapped around his finger. Everything about him should send Noelle running. Instead, she finds herself drawn into his orbit despite her better judgment. As Nathan pushes his way past her defences, Noelle must confront not only him but also the fears and scars she's been trying so hard to hide. Her quiet world is shifting, but is it for better or worse? :) All my own work. Pictures from Pinterest and Google. Credit to owners.