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Forever Enigmatic

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Reads 246,963
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Parts 36
Time 4h 14m

"Distracting myself is the only way I can survive." 

Sierra Jenkins didn't think she'd escape the darkness unharmed, but there she was walking into The Gain trying to live a normal life. Just when she thinks everything is too good to be true, she's slapped in the face with an increase in her rent that plummets her back into the depths of darkness. Working double shifts, pulling all-nighters, and working out to escape, she loses herself trying to make ends meet. Her body takes hit after hit as she pushes her limits, but she masks it all with a deceiving smile. 

But Kyle sees right through it. He knows what it's like to suffer in silence and he doesn't want to see the only trainee that sticks around slowly deteriorate herself. 

Anxiety-ridden, emotional, and draining, the real life struggle of a college student trying to survive.

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Silent Love by _Taleesa_

Allie Stevens comes back to college for her junior year after disappearing during her freshman year. Aiden Baker is in his senior year psychology major and personal trainer. Everyone is asking the same question "Where has Allie been this past year and a half" Liam Adams , Aiden's best friend meets her first he immediately senses something is wrong , he wants to help but Allie doesn't want it. With her friend, trainer and father figure Joe out of the country for a couple months he assigns Allie to his best student for her self defense and boxing classes. Little did she know that her new trainer is the guy with the beautiful grey eyes she loves so much. Aiden Baker. Aiden starts asking questions. Can she hide her reasons for why she wants self defense classes? Or will she finally let someone in on her past? *TRIGGER WARNING* : mentions of abuse,rape, self harm, strong language and mature content* RANKINGS: #1 in sad 23/01/2023 #1 in boxing 26/06/2024 #2 in personal trainer 21/07/2022 #3 in secrets 28/09/2024 #4 in mature 11/04/2022 #5 in abuse 22/06/2024 #6 in homeless 17/06/2022 #8 in help 17/06/2024 #13 in college romance 13/04/2022 #30 in romance 11/04/2022

The Nerd Has A Boner 2: Summer Deeds by summerainfxll

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One Million Branches [Vic Fuentes Book One] by fidjdhhd

Paige, a girl from a broken home, her sister killed herself a few years ago and since then she has been depressed and guilty. She does all sorts of self harm and is suicidal. Her parents blame her for her sister's death, they beat her, make fun of her, and make her feel terrible about everything she does. Paige's only friends left her when she became depressed, leaving her with one friend who eventually stabbed her in the back and told everyone, everything. To escape everything Paige goes to the park and climbs trees, one day she starts talking to a class mate named Vic and they become friends, they tell each other everything. Will there friendship lead to something more? Or will Paige be left heartbroken? (TRIGGER WARNING) Sequel: It was all for you, all for you and more

in too deep | Rewriting by njhpiper

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Silent Love

Allie Stevens comes back to college for her junior year after disappearing during her freshman year. Aiden Baker is in his senior year psychology major and personal trainer. Everyone is asking the same question "Where has Allie been this past year and a half" Liam Adams , Aiden's best friend meets her first he immediately senses something is wrong , he wants to help but Allie doesn't want it. With her friend, trainer and father figure Joe out of the country for a couple months he assigns Allie to his best student for her self defense and boxing classes. Little did she know that her new trainer is the guy with the beautiful grey eyes she loves so much. Aiden Baker. Aiden starts asking questions. Can she hide her reasons for why she wants self defense classes? Or will she finally let someone in on her past? TRIGGER WARNING : mentions of abuse,rape, self harm, strong language and mature content* RANKINGS: #1 in sad 23/01/2023 #1 in boxing 26/06/2024 #2 in personal trainer 21/07/2022 #3 in secrets 28/09/2024 #4 in mature 11/04/2022 #5 in abuse 22/06/2024 #6 in homeless 17/06/2022 #8 in help 17/06/2024 #13 in college romance 13/04/2022 #30 in romance 11/04/2022