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I Really Messed Up, Guys: A Supernatural Self Harm Fic

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Reads 405,770
Votes 9,680
Parts 43
Time 6h 41m

TW: SELF HARM IS DEPICTED. DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED. It is acted out in one of the chapters, when it's up I'll put a warning at the beginning so it can be skipped over and add a summary of what happened at the start of the next chapter. 
      Also if you need help or distractions for ANY mental illnesses or behaviors please text GO to 741741. I've done it several times and they're really great people. 
      
   Casey is Sam and Dean's younger sister. She's 15 years old, 10 years younger than Sam and 14 from Dean, and has been on the hunt with the boys her entire life, but struggles with depression and is currently in a battle with self harm, but the boys don't know and she's terrified for them to find out. Will they lock her up? Will Dean scream at her? She hopes she doesn't find out...

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To The Moon (Destiel AU) by DeanCasImpala

Sixteen-year-old Castiel Novak's life has never been anything but horrible. His father is abusive and his mother died of leukemia when he was five. On top of his terrifying home life, he is bullied at school due to circling rumors of Cas being gay. Living doesn't seem right for the depressive and suicidal teenager, and he soon plans his demise. That is, up until he meets Dean Winchester, an equally depressive seventeen-year-old who turns Cas's life around. Dean shows Castiel a new life, a reason to keep on fighting the fight, and the two soon realize just how much they need each other. This AU fanfic is all about how much Dean and Cas care for each other and just how far they'll go to stay together. Possible trigger warning!!!

In The Supernatural by shadowhunterwizard

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Lost To Darkness (CallMeKevin Fanfic) by Youtuber_01

*TRIGGERS ARE INCLUDED MENTIONS OF R*APE AND SE*FH*ARM* Nina Rivers wasn't your average 23 year old girl living in Cork, Ireland. When Nina was a baby her parents gave her up for adoption where she was put in a foster home. Nina never knew why her parents didn't want her but it made her sad that they did. When Nina was 10 not only was she bullied by some of the other kids but she was also raped by one of her older foster brothers...that went on for 3 years which fears and scarred Nina for life. She wanted to tell someone so bad but she feared getting hurt and getting kicked out of the one place she was fed and taken care of...but eventually when Nina was 14, she couldn't do it anymore and ran away from her foster home. Every day was a constant fear of humans and human touch and everyday she was in constant pain. However, one day a nice old lady spotted poor little Nina and took her home to clean her up. Nina trusted the old lady and told her everything that happened and the old lady who lived alone let her stay with her until she was able to get back on her feet. It was a hard adjustment at first with the constant nightmares and flashbacks but the old lady who she considered family has always been there for her. So slowly but surely Nina started to feel better enough to get a job and save up. When Nina was 18, she managed to find a pretty sedentary job until she got enough money to move out. After another year, unfortunately the old lady passes away which left Nina extremely sad and depressed. Having enough money she finally to move to Cork, Ireland... However...it wasn't what she seemed as all her fears and nightmares came back...Nina constantly feared everything and everyone, she feared men, she was extremely shy and antisocial and just so paranoid to leave house most times...so what happens when hurting herself is the only option she can do? What happens when she leaves the house for once and meets someone along the way? What happens next?

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