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In Between Myself And Lost

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I'm unsure of where I should start. Perhaps the beginning or possibly the ending.. Maybe the parts that are burned the deepest in my mind; I know where to start, my beginning. Before my life was abruptly turned upside down and the weight of the world suddenly started to crush me. When I was once happy, when life wasn't so chaotic.. 

        Avery, Avery Valiente. That's my beginning. The man I planned to spend the rest of my life with. I'd dedicated five and a half long years to this man, my man. We were in love, the way every woman has dreamed to be. Not only had I made sacrifices, he did as well. Without me having to ask, he was there. Then one day we woke up, it was as if our fairytale had ended. As if by magic the love was sucked out of our relationship. What was left seemed cold, distant and dead.. That is when the first sign showed; The beginning of hell....

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         Asrael Romee. The girl who had a perfect life until it was suddenly stolen from her. Happiness has vanished and her mind has become fogged. Struggling to fix what has happened, head floating just above water. But what happens when she drowns? Let her story unfold, let your mind wonder and get ready to tap into your feelings.All Rights Reserved

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