Hi! This is Ghoulish. I know it’s been a while since i talk to you guys or just post anything in general here in Wattpad. Gosh, it’s been almost three years i think…
First of all, i want to thank you guys for all the messages asking about my wellbeing, for the support and just about anything. Yes, i am okay and very much alive (thank god). Second, i am so sorry for leaving you guys like that, i know it was out of the blue but during my journey on writing Sugar Rush i was hit by writer’s block. It wasn’t intentional but in the middle of writing it tbh i lost my inspiration and motivation for writing. I don’t know how to explain it but i have everything planned out in my head, i know how the story will play out but I can’t put it into words. I only meant to lay low for a few weeks but then adulthood happens, responsibilities and work get on top of that until i forgot my Wattpad life. Tbh i uninstalled this app two years ago since I don’t think I’ll be coming back but then last week i decided to install it back and check on you guys and that’s when i saw you guys’ messages.
And for those who are wondering whether I’ll continue writing here in Wattpad. My honest answer is I don’t know if i am. I don’t want to give you guys false hope but if I’m being honest the chances are low. I feel like i lost my connection with the characters and the story and it doesn’t feel right to just write for the sole purpose of finishing it. I write with love for my characters and connection with them and if i’m gonna write without that in my mind, then it’s better to not finish it at all. I might come back and finish it when i find my motivation but for now it’s goodbye.
Thank you everyone for the huge love and support that you gave and continue giving to my stories and me. I love you guys with all my heart. Till we meet again..
-Ghoulish-
