Bee

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          I shouldn't have ever started speaking to him again. All I've done was fuck him up.
          
          Goddamn it.

I wonder what happens in the afterlife, if there even is one

Spooky month

I’m so glad my brother can use vocaloid at a club he goes to once a week
          
          Just got a Kaai Yuki cover of one of my fav vocaloid songs from him and he’s making another one :DDD (very W brother)

Uh oh! I don’t feel good!
          
          TIME TO WRITE ANGST-

Idk why but I suddenly want to watch toasted bagels
          
          Wtf is wrong with me ;-;

I'm just getting more cold and annoyed all the time and idek why

I hate not being flexible like everyone else but wanting to do musical acting
          
          It sucks

I genuinely hate social anxiety sm. I'm having the day off school tomorrow bc I started crying over presenting a presentation in a class. 
          
          To ppl who can all do the social stuff (like presenting and not freezing up when asked to answer questions in classes): HOW.

Honestly whatever I'm allergic to must be laughing so hard bc I can't find out what it is
          
          I'm gonna dieeeee ;-;