emma

my username is truly iconic. who knew deranged, younger me was not only creative, but also way more depressed than she needed to be

i’m unpublishing all of my callmecarson oneshots because aaaaabsolutely not

how do i almost have 200 followers. i’ve been gone for like two years and i come back to this shit

hey hotties! i'm back, depressed, and ready to make others happy by granting myself free therapy :) i’ve had a rough couple of months and to say the least. i abandoned you guys for what feels like ages and i decided that this tended to be a good way to cheer myself up in the past! i hope you guys didn’t give up on me, cuz i’m more than ready to write my little heart out :)
          
          anyways,
          1-800-i’m-dead-inside

you ever make a decision and are convinced that it’s all perfect and nothing can go wrong and suddenly you realize what you had first was what you want, what you need, now? who you could’ve had is who you really belong with and now you feel as if it’s too late and they’ve moved on? you love everything about him but on the other hand he’s not right? you can’t talk to anyone cuz they’re all connected. you’ll ruin her pending relationship. you’ll ruin his life for god knows how long. you’ll piss both of them off cuz they want him. you’ll have the other two stuck between you and him. you’ll annihilate his pending relationship with her. you’ll have one friend on your side. and you may lose your best friend just because you made one wrong decision? yes mom, i am in denial. you were right. but i don’t think there’s any going back now. i think everything is set in stone.

I GOT TO MEET ALL OF MY ONLINE FRIENDS TODAY AFTER LIKE A YEAR OF KNOWING THEM AND I CANT EVEN BREATHE RN

HA 169 FOLLOWERS. y’all are real ones

you’d think i’d cuddle with my teddy bear
          
          but i cuddle with my mypillow and there’s nothing anyone can do about it

wattpad, you’re ruining my sleep schedule

y’know that Misfits os book i made back in the day? yeah? well i’m completely redoing it. as in: i’ve unpublished and deleted every oneshot and i’m making completely new ones as if it’s a completely different book. i’ll let y’all know when it’ll be released or whatever but yeah :)