CelaenaTheViolinist
I don’t know who will read this, but I started streaming on twitch, I’ve been having a lot of fun if anyone wants to join me. My twitch handle is SarahTheViolinist
CelaenaTheViolinist
soricleyclek6m5l6
Do you publish on Neobook ?
CelaenaTheViolinist
I paid for and started reading a paid wattpad book called Heartfire by @CrystalScherer and I love it so far. I very much recommend it. Its different than what I usually read but it is still really good.
CrystalScherer
@CelaenaTheViolinist I'm glad you're enjoying it! And thanks for the recommendation. :)
CelaenaTheViolinist
Well, its official, i am officially forced to stay in my room. Somebody at my school has coronavirus and now i am forced to stay in my dorm room. I cant wait for things to go back to normal. We still have classes, they are all taking place online.
CelaenaTheViolinist
OK, WHAT THE FUDGE WAS THAT ENDING TO BLACK FRIDAY, DONT DO THIS TO ME, DID THEY LIVE? DID THEY DIE? I NEED ANSWERS!!!!!
CelaenaTheViolinist
Im squealing with happiness so much right now!!! BLACK FRIDAY IS ON YOUTUBE RIGHT NOW AND IT IS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!! I love Team StarKid so much!!! I ALSO OWN THE DVD AND DIGITAL DOWNLOAD OF STARKID HOMECOMING!!!! IM SQUEALING WITH HAPPINESS!!!!!
LilySerenaSchreave
Hi! Thanks for adding my bookto ur reading list!
CelaenaTheViolinist
Im sick of my life at the moment. I am struggling with depression and loneliness. I may go to a decent sized school and there are people i talk to but thats only when they talk to me. I never initiate the conversation with anyone. Im too scared and being alone is all i deserve. Nobody wants to hang out with me anyway. Im lonely and im single and i cant bring myself to talk to anyone. All i can bring myself to do is eat, sleep, and read hp fanfic on here, like "The Marauders" series, Draconian, Tightly Knit, among others.
PHANT0MPRINCE
@CelaenaTheViolinist if the circumstances would be different I'd say it's impossible to feel what you're feeling but trust me, I feel you mate.
CynicForever
Hey! Are you a dramione shipper too?
CelaenaTheViolinist
Im sure not a lot of people will see this, but i need to talk about it.
At my university I am a part of the band. I love it and we had our christmas concert tonight. I took a supposed to be small nap before it but i didnt wake up. I completely missed it. I wouldn't be as devastated but i get a scholarship with the band and I may lose it. Im trying to work with the director but a part of me still thinks I will lose it because the performance was mandatory for the students on a band scholarship.
On top of that at my school I was an education major. I was denied entry into the teacher education program. This means that I have to chanfe my major. Because this happened in my Junior year, I will have to graduate late. I am now majoring in Criminal Justice.
Everything that can go wrong, is going wrong and I havent felt properly happy since before middle school (due to other students at the school i went to physically and mentally hurting me). I dont want to admit it, but I know I need to. For those of you who have read The Marauders series by @Pengiwen and have gottwn to the part about Sirius being depressed, you will get what I am saying. It feels like there is a Dementor living inside of me.
WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING WRONG!!!! WHEN WILL THE SADNESS END!!!!!