Something feels heavy,
At the same time something feels amiss and empty.
Something inside which has lost hope
Yet something somewhere tries to push and survive.
Something in your mind saying to let go all
But something in your heart saying to hold on it for a little longer.
Somewhere when there is fear of being vulnerable and weak
Sometimes it bursts into breakdown pouring everything out when it becomes uncontrolled.
Sometimes it is painful to let go of part which makes you the you,
And that lost part is gone to never to return.
Sometimes everything feels meaningless,
Somewhere there is urge to disappear forever,
Something was never meant to be,
@CherryJerryBerry This is so beautifully expressed and penned.
I myself was feeling these things a few days ago, loneliness so strong that the urge to just do something extreme or disappear used to take over me.
If you ever feel the need to talk to someone, I am just a message away. ♥️