Hello again guys... I know nobody is gonna read this, but things took a terrifying turn in my life, it was an agonizing experience but I took the pain and suffering as best as I could. I'm glad that people know how bad my story is but I'm gonna keep writing it and I hope the few people who are gonna read it stop because the latest chapter is gonna be not so wholesome, so bad it will probably make you sick to your stomach...things are hard in my life and I don't know why I wrote this stupidly long chapter...its just maybe to vent out all of the things I've been through these past nightmares, but I can stay strong...
When I always give up...i just make in my mind 'If I were to think someone had it worse, that makes me feel like I shouldn't cry. They probably endured it way worse, and longer, so why the need to do something like that instead of making the situation better for yourself, they did it, so why can't you do it, you're not weak but you're not special either, and if you don't push through it and make it out alive, you'll just gain all their useless pity so why give up when you have the opportunities to get through what you need to.'
Anyways... I'm gonna get back to writing and stuff so I hope this story will get better to your guys liking...
I'll probably release it in a couple hours...
