L's Yandere

FUKASE PFP

Happy birthday to you L. The anime character who changed my life. Wishing you the best day. Love ya ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

That moment you literally have to work a job roughly all day on L's birthday....
          
          That hurts me a lot. Don't have enough time to even cosplay him
          
          (And that's why I've been like inactive for months. I'm having to work and go to college too. Hooray for like one day off) -_-

College makes me go: AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

So uh...I'm not dead.
          
          So sorry I was gone for like a month. College work hit me like a truck this month. And I've been going back to my regular college schedule. So it's busy work and hardly much free time. And when I do, I'm trying to keep up with my hobbies or sleeping. I've not really drawn much this month which is really unusual. But ya, that's the reason.
          
          Updates will be really slow until possibly the end of May as I have a lot of stuff to finish and keep on track of.
          
          Sorry for not saying anything in like a month. Just letting you know I'm not dead. Hope everyone's April was good :D

Very glad my Socially Awkward Girl story became a laughing stock to to y'all. Now I'll have you know that I wrote the story when I was 15, still in high school, and was just getting back into writing again. I didn't have much skills. I still don't have many skills now but I picked a few up.
          I'm now in my third year of college and I realise how bad that story actually is, yet it brought a lot of people to my profile.
          I keep telling myself I'd edit it, cut out the majority of the stuttering, add more of the reader's thoughts and whatnot.
          But to be honest with y'all, I never have the motivation or will power within me to edit it. So I was thinking of either rewriting the whole thing as a completely different story, or just deleting the whole thing, cause it's come to the point I can't read comments on it cause it makes me feel kinda shit and like I just wasted time to make a hell like story that I genuinely have no idea what to do with
          
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I actually hit 1K?! WTF?! Thanks everyone for the support! Was thinking of doing a little Q&A? 1K Q&A somewhere in a book of mine lolol. Anything you wanna know about Author-Chan? Of course, personal questions such as my full name, age and my location will not be answered. But I can answer other questions of you have any? You can ask them here!
          Again thank you for 1K! It means a lot! I hope you continue to support this mistake that is me! Have a good day everyone! :D

Oh yeah, Happy Valentine's Day to those who care. New background drawing I finished a few days ago of L and Vocaloid Fukase.
          (Will put it in my art book at some point so you can get a better look at it)
          
          Hope y'all have a good day. Imma watch romance anime and eat cake. Peace out

Came to the conclusion that I really can't write smut.
          Sorry y'all. I know a lot of you wanted me to bring it back, but everytime I try, I just hate it. The smut stories I've already made are so weird and I can never look back on them without feeling uncomfortable. So I'm deleting all my smut stories. I'm finalised my decision.
          
          I don't think a lot of people like that kind of style when I write it anyways. It's a weird approach when I do that.
          
          Okay, I'm not a cinnamon roll, but I just enjoy writing fluff, cute and funny scenes a lot more.
          
          If you vibe with my fluff, that's cool. I appreciate that.
          If not, then sorry, I'm the last person to ask for a smut fic. I can't provide an interesting read for anyone. Best going to other smut writers for that, I'm afraid.
          
          Sorry to let a lot of you down as I know you wanted me to bring it back. But I tried really hard and realised it's not working for me.
          
          I'll still create stories with things like teasing and dirty jokes and stuff but no full on smut, I'm afraid. It's really difficult for me to get it right.
          I'll probably draw some spicy stuff too and put it in my art book so stay tuned for that when I finally decide to update it lol.
          
          Again, apologies for that. I know a lot of you will be disappointed and probably look down upon me for that and that's fine. I don't mind. Go unfollow if you wanna.
          
          But I realised that I should also write stories that I'm going to enjoy making rather than feeling down trying to impress people with a writing style I clearly don't have and hating what I produce for others.
          
          That's all I wanted to say.
          Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you understand. Again I am sorry but I hope you all continue to vibe with my silly fluff fics. I appreciate the support.
          
          All the best!
          
          ~Author Chan ♡

Happy Birthday/5th Anniversary to one of my favourite Vocaloids, Fukase. I love our chaotic memelord (If you couldn't tell from my profile pic)
          <3