I'm trying to find a book I've read. It's called something like "but he's my brother" or "I love him but he's my brother" (I've been searching for months and yours keeps popping up) It's shot, only 5 chapters. The younger brother (who's name I believe is Ezekiel) has to stay with his older brother (Christian, possibly?) for a few days while his family moves, but he "hates" his older brother "for being gay". Until the first night when there's a thunderstorm and the older bro has to comfort the younger bro because he's afraid of thunderstorms. Can you please help?