Hey there, love!
          I hope you're doing good! 
          You've got this, you're already here that's something to celebrate for! 
          Don't stress much, what is in the way will soon make sense if not then just go with the flow you'll get out of it, better.
          Just keep swimming till you reach the shore!
          It's sometimes happiness, sometimes sadness
          It just can't be happiness all the way, there's no fun in that, it's just not the way.(idk if this makes sense but I hope it does) 
          Stay safe and healthy ❤️✨
          P.S same I need major therapy too lol