poop_it
Heyyy!! I hope you're doing okay?
KaiseyEliysian
sohi122
Hello! How are you doing?
-Vampbl00d-
Hey just wanted to ask if there's a specific month where you will be back ? Or in general how long do you think this break gonna last
Toodles
-Vampbl00d-
@KaiseyEliysian damn panic attacks suck I'm not sure if you already know this ( you probably do ) but talk therapy is the a good treatment so that you can learn how to cope. Hope you have a great day
KaiseyEliysian
@-Vampbl00d- hi, I'm so sorry, I don't know yet. Just recently discovered what I experienced is called panic attacks. It's not letting me study in peace, what can I say about story writing. It saddens me that it crept out of nowhere but I'm slowly working on it. I hope u understand ♡
jimiyapabooo
When you are going to start writing
KaiseyEliysian
@jimiyapabooo hi there, I'm so sorry, I need to focus on some mental health issues atm. I hope u understand ♡
KaiseyEliysian
Hey guys, there was an issue I wanted to address.
I started writing this story during the pandemic, 1 of the most free times of my life. I loved writing it so much.
But lately, I'm finding it emotionally + mentally draining to write a single scene. The way they used to come so naturally to me doesn't happen anymore.
It used to bring me so much happiness, but now it leaves my head hurting after I complete writing a chapter.
I don't know why this is happening, maybe transitioning from pandemic-online uni to full-time masters lab sessions & classes has taken a toll. I'm not able to balance anymore.
Would be great if I get a piece of advice from u guys.
Love,
Kaisey
KaiseyEliysian
@obvilionn thanks so much for this❣️ It feels like an ideal way to tackle my current situation
obvilionn
@KaiseyEliysian Yup author Smthing similar happened here Like maybe its coz we had a lot of time during pandemic but now Offline classes , assingnments , tests etc really take a toll mentally and emotionally I think if u take a big break like 2,3 months and complete a major part of ur this years course work(idk how ur uni works)then ull feel lighter mentally......enough to continue ur book
KaiseyEliysian
@imduckedup @feufeu15 @insane_over_books @fierce_cub @bhoomikajayakumar @RedOffshoulderGirl @gracienickanderson Thank you so much guys for the guidance. I will wait till writing seems interesting to me again and not a chore ❣️
jimiyapabooo
When are you going to update
joej7761
Is there going to be an update ?
IghoMiracle4
@joej7761 hi love your stories when exactly is the update the Jan has passed please let me know
Exclusive-Stories
I understand you're busy, but is the update scheduled for release today?
Gaythri14Raveendar
Hi,
Great to see your update. Keep rocking.
Silence and smile are the powerful tools which will make us overcome every obstacle and teach others both our and their value and worth. Hope to see your regular updates and you going beyond all boundaries in life
KaiseyEliysian
@Gaythri14Raveendar hi there, thank you for your beautiful words. An inspiration truly ❣️
KaiseyEliysian
The friends I considered so pristine and ideal,
Turned out the most disgusting filth in real.
Friends whom I considered sisters for years,
Tuned out snakes in minutes.
I try to focus on the chemistry before me,
But can't forget the cries of her father, as he told me her deeds.
Lies flow so easily from their murky mouths,
Just as easily I breathe in and out.
I want to study, I want to write,
But I hate the way my heart cries.
When the people I considered my true reflection,
Turned out demonesses behind their angel perfection,
I really wonder if I have true friends,
Or just liars laughing at my naiveness.
I wished this was a fictional poem,
But the truth of it is so loathsome,
That it isn't even letting me escape into my Romanowskian Empire.
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(Never knew writing a little poem would be a portal leading out of the blue. Thank you Wattpad and Thank you readers, for existing ♡)
osahenoma5
@KaiseyEliysian you are welcome. I hope you find good friends that deserves you… whatever you are facing now is a challenge that you will definitely overcome. I love you ❤️and I hope in the nearest future it will be something to laugh over instead of pain
