Prayers

Dear Readers,
          	
          	I know you're waiting for me to update my books. 
          	
          	Why was I suddenly logged off? Why am I not updating my books on time? Have I lost interest?
          	
          	No, I've not lost interest in writing. I was badly shocked to core after one of very close neighbor committed suicide. You know she was 5 years younger to me. Studying BHMS last year she committed suicide. Why she did this is still a mystery...
          	
          	Having a tulsi Mala in her hand she hanged herself in a rented apartment where she lived to complete her studies. The girl who I saw playing in society in childhood, the one who chatted with me about school to love attractions. Suddenly one day went away. 
          	
          	I know I may sound stupid who gets affected by a passing off of a neighbour. We don't share a good relationship with her family as they looked down us as "MUSLIMS" they thought this community is full of evils and terrorism. But it was what her parents thought. The girl was away from such discrimination on basis of caste, creed or race. A girl who was budding doctor, who got engaged to a doctor this year. Her wedding was on cards in few months
          	
          	What might be the reason!!
          	Her face is still in front of my eyes
          	I cannot function normally, something inside me is broken. Where is this youngsters going??
          	Yeh generation ko mohbaat aur rishte asaani se mil jaate hai, par kya yeh unko smbhaalne ka hunar rakhte hai...
          	
          	Rest in peace Twinkle
          	May Allah bless your soul with peace and forgive your sins ameen