Miko-chan

Helloooo! :)

Thanks for the follow:)

When you tell yourself you can do it and then you end up not even doing it. Hence why many of my works are not back up. Eventually I'll get back to republishing some of my works but I've also realized what Wattpad means to me has definitely changed over the years. I found Wattpad when I was in high school and now in college my feelings and emotions has evolved with the experiences I've had. Writing is still my release, but many emotions have been buried deep within me. I hope one day to let it all out in a healthy way. Thank you for those who still have stuck around and been so supportive of me and my writing journey.

I'm excited to announce that I'm slowly in the process of republishing some of my works. Let me know what you think of the new looks I've created for them.

Wanting to hit refresh. I'm taking a step forward and unpublishing all of my works for a moment. I want to take the time to read what I've put out there and filter through the old thoughts I've published. Once that is done I'm hoping to republish some of the works again and write some new ones while I have the time. 
          
          College has been a busy time for me and I never seem to have the energy or strength to write. I know if I truly love to write I would make time, but at the same time I needed the space to just be alone and recharge and that means sometimes I need to run away from my thoughts. And writing slowly wasn't becoming the escape I had in high school. 
          
          The memories, moments and lessons I've been experiencing these past few years has really helped me push myself to be a little confident in speaking up. So the words that were stuck in my throat and mind have slowly turned into conversation with friends and lately to the ones I've always needed to talk to. So longer am I trying to bottle up my emotions in the dark cage of my mind or let it only lay in the light of pages, I'm taking a set forward for my words to heard.
          
          I've always noticed a lot of what I have written here is a mix of dark emotions and light hearted fantasies. I'm not going to try to erase them from this profile or from my memories. But I'm making the space to include newer thoughts and let my profile slowly change the way I have been but haven't been sharing.
          
          For those who read my works. Thank you so much. Your acknowledgement and love have helped me as I wrote out my darkest thoughts and sweet fantasies. I hope you continue to support me on my journey of writing. 

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy it's been a whileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thanks for adding my short stories to you reading list :)

To the muses in my life currently and to the muses who have left or have changed and have a different meaning in my life. I write because of you. 
          
          This goes out specifically to those who have left or have changed. I have shared this private and secret part of my life to you and you've realized it's very hard for me to express how I truly feel about you at times and that writing has been sometimes my way of communicating. It's an impersonal at the same time personal kind of communicating with me through messages. And I know it has caused a lot of issues for you and me and I've been working on it a lot more since last year when the toxicity and aftermath became too much for me. I've been open to you about this secret of mine because I could see that you cared about this part of me or you were interested enough to actually read what I couldn't say out loud and what I thought. I'm grateful for the memories you have given me. Maybe some day you'll read my words again or maybe never. Just know sometimes it's about you because I'm moving on and sometimes it's never about you because I have moved on. I'm wishing you the best. Things have changed between us, but I will never stop caring about in you in some way.

Four new poems have been published here on Wattpad. These are works that I have written in my poetry class and I'm comfortable sharing. I hope you enjoy these poems as much as my friends and classmates did. I look forward to seeing what everyone thinks about these new poems. I personally can see kind of a change in what has been written and I believe a lot has to do with how much life has changed for me and the different and new experiences I had and will have. 
          
          Confession: 6 out of the 7 poems that I have written and revised for this poetry class were for me to move on. In some ways I have since the end of last year and in some ways I haven't. But it feels good to say I think for the most part I'm doing better and I'm almost there finally accepting and not worrying about it. I wouldn't say worry about it again because that's a lie coming from an overthinker, but I will be more at ease and I feel less hurt.

Sometimes you let your thoughts and feelings out. Little by little. You let strangers see them instead of familiars because you are scared of hurting anyone else for you already know how that feels. 
          
          I have just uploaded a flash fiction I have written as an exercise for my fiction class last fall quarter. This Friday I will publish a few poems I have written for my poetry class that I have taken this recent winter quarter I have completed. These are the works I feel most comfortable sharing to everyone. It's interesting looking back at what I have written at the beginning when I first wrote on Wattpad and what I have written in college for my classes. I will say that I do kind of cringe when I read my old works, but don't we all in some way. I hope you enjoy these works and please share your thoughts and feelings about them.