It's sad that most people think that they are too far gone to be saved and go to heaven because of how much they sinned. They say things like, "I'm already going to hell. I can't be saved."
We ALL have sinned and fallen short of God's glory, okay? Even me! I went to Jesus just as I was! Dirty, wicked, evil, sexually immoral, a liar, a blasphemer, and slander, even with my anxiety, depression, sleep paralysis, broken, abused, rejected! THE LIST GOES ON!
He forgave me of all that and healed the hurt that was inflicted on me by others, the devil, AND myself! He showed me how much He loves me and still does! He changed my mindset and is still changing me but He reminds me all the time to trust Him and get to KNOW HIM PERSONALLY!
YOU ARE NOT TOO FAR GONE TO BE SAVED, HEALED, SET FREE, DELIVERED! DON'T believed the lies of the adversary who is the devil! You DON'T have to face condemnation or hell, it wasn't even made for you so why go to a place that wasn't made for you?! God will take you in and give you love that you need and you're searching for!! This is about an INTIMATE relationship with God which can only be done through Jesus Christ!
You are NOT too far to be saved! However, all you need to do is place your faith in Jesus Christ. Confess and believe in your heart that He is who He says He is according to the scriptures (Read the Book of John)