Nicoismysenpai

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otherwise known as i make bad decisions at 3am---
          	
          	Heyo, my precious smol beans! How are you guys doing? Me, I'm not doing so great. Got trials in less than a week. But hey, at least I'm halfway prepared! (Sorta. Kinda.)
          	
          	Speaking of trials, Crackerbox will be slowing its weekly updates to an update every two weeks for the next month, while I finish my exams. (Sorry! I just can't find the time for Jack and Lee T_T) Since this is my second serious novel, I really wanna make it good! So yeah, I'll take my time a bit more xD (dw! after my trials, updates will go back to weekly for at least another month <3)
          	
          	While you're waiting, I've published something light and easy: an interactive murder mystery! (Because I can't seem to stop myself from coming up with bad ideas at 3am, fuelled by way too many hours of Episode and lots of caffeine) Stylised like a Choose Your Own Adventure book, Dead Easy takes inspo from the game Episode! So if you're into that...check it out and show it some looove! (Yes, this is a bad idea. Yes, I'm a dumbass. Do I care? No.) Please don't let this flop ahahahah, I'm super pumped!
          	
          	(also please ignore the super bad cover i whipped up in like, 20 minutes AHAHAHA it's just a placeholder until i make a better one T_T)
          	
          	That's all from me today (gotta get back to grinding loool)! Lmk how you guys are doing, and don't forget to stay safe, stay healthy, and keeeep shining! <333
          	~your only sunshine, Alex
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/319439201

BigGayPerson

@Nicoismysenpai I don't think dying young is a good thing, I mean you won't have the stress of being an old person counting down the seconds possibly in a nursing home but a lot of people would be shattered
          	  
          	  Having scheduled are good, I'm trying to force myself into one cause I wanna get back to writing again (we're not talking about the last project I attempted) but it's kinda hard when your brain forces itself to turn off randomly
          	  
          	  Either way still, don't burn yourself out cause it sucks when you have like 300khw of energy and nowhere to direct it
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Nicoismysenpai

@BigGayPerson let me die in peace bestie i never said my decision making skills were good AHAHAHAHA
          	  
          	  (okay but!!! i have a!!! schedule!!! also i want to die young so this seems like the best way)
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BigGayPerson

@Nicoismysenpai sir please you already have three books, 2 of which you haven't touched since last year
          	  
          	  
          	  (In all seriousness do what you want I'm literally a random pest on the internet but also don't overload yourself, that's how you get burnout) 
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Nicoismysenpai

this message may be offensive
otherwise known as i make bad decisions at 3am---
          
          Heyo, my precious smol beans! How are you guys doing? Me, I'm not doing so great. Got trials in less than a week. But hey, at least I'm halfway prepared! (Sorta. Kinda.)
          
          Speaking of trials, Crackerbox will be slowing its weekly updates to an update every two weeks for the next month, while I finish my exams. (Sorry! I just can't find the time for Jack and Lee T_T) Since this is my second serious novel, I really wanna make it good! So yeah, I'll take my time a bit more xD (dw! after my trials, updates will go back to weekly for at least another month <3)
          
          While you're waiting, I've published something light and easy: an interactive murder mystery! (Because I can't seem to stop myself from coming up with bad ideas at 3am, fuelled by way too many hours of Episode and lots of caffeine) Stylised like a Choose Your Own Adventure book, Dead Easy takes inspo from the game Episode! So if you're into that...check it out and show it some looove! (Yes, this is a bad idea. Yes, I'm a dumbass. Do I care? No.) Please don't let this flop ahahahah, I'm super pumped!
          
          (also please ignore the super bad cover i whipped up in like, 20 minutes AHAHAHA it's just a placeholder until i make a better one T_T)
          
          That's all from me today (gotta get back to grinding loool)! Lmk how you guys are doing, and don't forget to stay safe, stay healthy, and keeeep shining! <333
          ~your only sunshine, Alex
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/319439201

BigGayPerson

@Nicoismysenpai I don't think dying young is a good thing, I mean you won't have the stress of being an old person counting down the seconds possibly in a nursing home but a lot of people would be shattered
            
            Having scheduled are good, I'm trying to force myself into one cause I wanna get back to writing again (we're not talking about the last project I attempted) but it's kinda hard when your brain forces itself to turn off randomly
            
            Either way still, don't burn yourself out cause it sucks when you have like 300khw of energy and nowhere to direct it
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Nicoismysenpai

@BigGayPerson let me die in peace bestie i never said my decision making skills were good AHAHAHAHA
            
            (okay but!!! i have a!!! schedule!!! also i want to die young so this seems like the best way)
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BigGayPerson

@Nicoismysenpai sir please you already have three books, 2 of which you haven't touched since last year
            
            
            (In all seriousness do what you want I'm literally a random pest on the internet but also don't overload yourself, that's how you get burnout) 
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Nicoismysenpai

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LOML KAI KAMAL HUENING
          
          OTHERWISE KNOWN AS HUENINGKAI FROM TOMORROW X TOGETHER (or yesterday x separation) WHO WILL ALWAYS BE BEST AND CUTEST AND SWEETEST BOI AND IS MY FOREVER TXT BIAS
          
          (as his bday present GO STAN HIM no but like hueningkai is seriously underrated let's be honest here he's the full package, dance, vocals, rap, visual, instruments, languages, cuteness, aND WHY ARE WE NOT BIASING HIM YET? STAN HUENINGKAI) (and the rest of TXT of course but its Hueningkai's birthday today so STAN HUENINGKAI)

Amatullahwritesfic

@Nicoismysenpai Do you think those sites that advertise and offer writers an opportunity, whilst inviting them to join their website are legit? 
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Nicoismysenpai

just read Guts by Chuck Palahniuk and yall i don't think im ever gonna choke the chicken ever again
          
          what really sucks is that even amongst all that disgust and gore and EWWWW, the writing is GOOD. like really really freaking good. the references to the carrot the whole way through were genius and tbh, its a really good short story. its just that omg i think it traumatised me for life

the_bluedame

@Nicoismysenpai Now I'm tempted to read it lol. 
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Nicoismysenpai

9/10 because of the uniqueness of the story idea and the absolute golden quality of the writing. docked a point because i absolutely would NOT read that again. would i recommend it? ...probably not. the writing is so so good but the trauma will stay with you for life
            
            (apparently it caused 70 cases of fainting. i can see why.)
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Nicoismysenpai

i like how it started with something normal and embarrassing (the carrot) and then evolved into  bodily harm (the wax) and then straight up gore and disgust, the progression was crazy. honestly i could do a whole literary analysis on that story but i think i'd both be too mortified and horrified to actually do one
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Nicoismysenpai

GUYS HELP I MADE A JOKE TO MY FRIEND ABOUT TRADING MY FIRST KISS FOR FREE CHEM TUTORING
          
          AND SO LIKE TODAY I TOLD HIM "oh im gonna take you up on your offer" AND I MEANT THE OFFER FOR THE FREE CHEM TUTORING (cause he was the one who offered it to me) BUT TURNS OUT HE THOUGHT I MEANT THE KISS TRADE?!?!?!??!?!? AJSHSJSKSK WHAT DO I DO I WAS JOKING
          
          TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE HE IS MY EX (not my most recent 'dated for three years i'm gonna marry him totally in love' ex, but my old old ex from like 2019)
          
          AND HE IS 'genuinely interested' AS HIS TEXT SAYS BUT THIS MAN AIN'T EVEN GAY (he dumped me for a girl and has asserted his heterosexuality several times since then, claims he is 100% straight)
          
          so like do i tell him it's a miscommunication and i was talking about the chem tuition and not the kiss? do i just like go along with it because he's one of my closest friends??? (but he's not my bf??? and idt im romantically interested in him but im not sure??? and i always wanted to really really save my first kiss???) do i play it off as a joke??? or do i just ghost him eXCEPT I NEED THE CHEM TUITION REAL BAD IM FAILING CHEM YALLS
          
          ASKDHSKSK WHAT DO I DO

hellolunahere

yeah i was going to say to either explain that it was a misunderstanding or play it off as a joke. having your first kiss because you're pressured really isn't fun 
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Nicoismysenpai

@DauntlessShadowIce1 i'm gonna try to play it off as a joke ahsjdjsmsks because this is really a matter of miscommunication and hopefully he understands loool
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DauntlessShadowIce1

is there a way to get the chem tutoring without kissing him?
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yassifiedyeri

Hiii <3 Hru? 
          
          I'm not doing that good tbh :/ 
          
          But I deleted tiktok so I'll feel better soon 
          
          Honestly I can't believe I put up with that toxicity for so long.... Prolly not gonna download it in a while so hopefully I'll be more active here!! 
          
          Hope you're doing well, ily :D ♡