Rami said goodbye to all

When will you come back? I miss you jaeyong fanfic so much? I keep rereading so often that I even dreamt about it (P.S i assured you that it was one hell of a scene).... COME BACK

The urge of my inner soul to write again .... but this time not fanfiction but pure fiction or maybe fanfiction I don't know 

Personal question from this woman to my readers ... Please response
          
          
          As y'all know I'm not a native English speaker , still I have write few stories using my limited knowledge in English .
          
          Now I'm talking IELTS course and I need to know if my English was understandable to you guys ??? 
          
          Like my words , punctuation, Grammer, phrases & clauses, vocabulary...
          
          If there is any native English speaker please score my English on 10 
          
          This woman here needs your help (╯︵╰,)

I miss being an author, the time I spend with you guys .. I miss reading your praises and hilarious comments. I loved being an author and I miss my author self . I loved you all and I still love you. Whenever I feel like I'm a loser I come back here to see my books , the reads and comments. My books are my lifetime achievement. Even if I'm no longer a writer they'll always remain my precious the same way you guys are my precious. I love you and I miss you all . I'm doing just okay I guess... 
          Stay safe and healthy 

Hello author nim.. I am late to discover your beautifully written stories when I found out that u already signed out from here.. I am wishing you for the best for your life, getting over diffficulties with ease and encouraging you from here.. Hopefully, this could encourage you somehow if you log in here again and have read this 

i don't know you personally, i haven't seen your face but i just wanted to tell you that your fanfictions are masterpiece! especially "Forbidden attraction"! this fanfic became my comfort place since last year. I'll miss you and definitely never forget about such a wonderful author like you>3
           your fan, Angelina.

i miss u and i hope that ur oke

In this life 
          We all grow up 
          Our life changes
          So does our interest 
          Things happens 
          Sometimes it's on us sometimes it's on others 
          
          Life is getting so hard 
          Sometimes I'm at the verge of giving up on everything
          Nothing hits like it use to before 
          
          A part of me already left this fantasy way before when I started this job . The works pressure , mental exhaustion , personal life being fucked up , family problems , my mom being sick, problem with my fathers side family on the top of my study & career 
          
          Everything was shattering 
          
          The only thing I was holding onto with my dear life was NCT but after August it slowly faded like idk how to explain 
          
          I listen to their songs & keep up with Kun only but for the rest I really have lost interest
          
          So holding onto writing about them is something I can't do anymore 
          
          
          Plus I had my book dragged to hell and some toxic fans of the members dragged Kun because of my writing too 
          
          So all this ... 
          
          Sigh 
          
          
          
          I had really beautiful time with Wattpad since 2019 
          So much love so much appreciation 
          
          I'm grateful to all of you 
          
          I Love you guys 
          
          But I'm no longer able to write anything 
          
          Please forgive me 
          
          
          Your Rami is battling 24/7 with her mind & existence 
          
          
          Please take care of your valuable self 
          
          Love yourself & be empathized with everyone 
          
          
          Forgive me 
          
          
          Thank you 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          This author is now signing off 
          
          
          
          Farewell my beloveds 

Still alive?

Take care of your mom and studies first, sweetheart