Ruddiger_Happiness

Hey guys.
          	Sorry that I haven't been around recently...
          	
          	I've had a rough few days. I've been struggling with Technoblade's death. I've been doing my best. So far, I've cried about 5 times. I cried a lot like 2 days ago, so did my parents. He meant a lot to me and my parents. We used to watch his streams and videos together.
          	I'm okay though, I'm getting through it. I just wanted to be left alone for a while on the first day I found out about Techno. I've watched the video about 4 times now. And I watched Phil's stream, his build for Techno is the best and so heart warming.
          	
          	Anyway, I'm TRYING to do my best, but idk if I'll be able to get over this for a while.
          	
          	
          	
          	Thank you Techno, for being the best pig, skywars player and Minecrafter ever.
          	You will always be loved and always missed.
          	
          	 #TechnobladeNeverDies

introverted-tree

@Ruddiger_Happiness my friend was a really big fan of his, I got to watch her rant about him for months and I saw that she had become more free in herself because of him. When we found out, I let her vent to me because I knew his loss would be painful. I hope you're doing a little better, stay safe <3
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Wolfcrafter2026

@Ruddiger_Happiness Technoblade may be gone, but we still have the memories, his videos, and everything he ever taught us to take with us for the rest of our lives 
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Ruddiger_Happiness

Hey guys.
          Sorry that I haven't been around recently...
          
          I've had a rough few days. I've been struggling with Technoblade's death. I've been doing my best. So far, I've cried about 5 times. I cried a lot like 2 days ago, so did my parents. He meant a lot to me and my parents. We used to watch his streams and videos together.
          I'm okay though, I'm getting through it. I just wanted to be left alone for a while on the first day I found out about Techno. I've watched the video about 4 times now. And I watched Phil's stream, his build for Techno is the best and so heart warming.
          
          Anyway, I'm TRYING to do my best, but idk if I'll be able to get over this for a while.
          
          
          
          Thank you Techno, for being the best pig, skywars player and Minecrafter ever.
          You will always be loved and always missed.
          
           #TechnobladeNeverDies

introverted-tree

@Ruddiger_Happiness my friend was a really big fan of his, I got to watch her rant about him for months and I saw that she had become more free in herself because of him. When we found out, I let her vent to me because I knew his loss would be painful. I hope you're doing a little better, stay safe <3
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Wolfcrafter2026

@Ruddiger_Happiness Technoblade may be gone, but we still have the memories, his videos, and everything he ever taught us to take with us for the rest of our lives 
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TommyAnnitChild

Hi! Thank you so much for the follow? Which story/stories did you enjoy? 

TommyAnnitChild

@TommyAnnitChild 
            
            I'm glad! I'm glad I made it, I was hesitant at first. I'm glad several people enjoy it.
            
            P. S you have amazing taste!
            
            
            Ever since Gravity Falls ended I needed something to watch and then I found Amphibia and TOH. I'm glad I did because they are *chef's kiss*
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Ruddiger_Happiness

@TommyAnnitChild I'm reading multiple stories at once currently. My favorite so far would have to be your Karl X Nick X Reader.
            
            Also I love your user and pfp! Hunter and Flapjack <3 And Tommy-flippin'-Innit!
            Literally some of the best things you can base your account on!
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Ruddiger_Happiness

Hey guys! So its been a hot minute!
          
          Anyway. Can I rant? Please?
          I'm just gonna do it anyway.
          
          To start off... I just cried... A lot.
          
          My boyfriend is on vacation! Very far away. I'm upset because...
          (Well, here comes the dumb part)
          ... HE TOLD ME HE CAN'T CALL!!!
          
          Of course he can't call! He's on vacation and with his family. He doesn't have time to talk with his girlfriend for over an hour like we usually do.
          
          Idk *sigh*...
          
          I mean, he's gonna be busy on vacation and won't have time for me, but-
          
          Am I a clingy girlfriend?
          I probably am.
          
          Maybe he doesn't like how clingy I am. That's probably why he doesn't always send hearts back.
          
          
          Last time I was without him, I-
          
          Well, I cussed out my best friend right in front of her because I lost it. I was super depressed and angry and frustrated.
          Its like he keeps me sain.
          
          I need him in my life. I love him.
          
          
          
          
          
          I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
          THAT'S THE REAL REASON I CRIED!!!!
          Well, also the call thing.
          BUT MOSTLY I MISS HIM!!!!
          
          I'm so heartbroken without him.
          
          
          
          He does get back on Monday!
          
          And a few days after he gets back, his family will take me to the pool again!
          
          We are very awkward in front of other people. So, when we're with other people, we usually just awkward stand there, very quiet.
          (When we're alone together, we usually just snuggle or talk... And every once in a while...
          Make out...)
          
          When I see him, which my parents and his family will be there, I'm gonna give him a big hug.
          Hopefully its not as awkward as we usually are.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!! :( :( :(

precious_varian03244

@Ruddiger_Happiness 
            Awww I love your relationship so much you two are so cute
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dr3am_caf3

@Ruddiger_Happiness It is kind of weird that he can't call. Every time that I've been on vacation, I've always had free time. In fact, when I went to Florida with my dad, for the first half of every day we were there, I would sit in the Universal Studios hotel and watch TV (He had medical conferences there every morning). I'm gonna assume that he's going to have some sort of free time while he's there. I think he should call you at least once
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Wolfcrafter2026

@Ruddiger_Happiness That does sound pretty dumb that he can't call, I mean even if I get busy I still try my best to respond to people, especially my friends or family. Also I'm surprised you didn't go over the word limit-
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Ruddiger_Happiness

Guess what guys!
          
          Since today is the last day of school, my teacher decided to put on a movie. She had asked the class what movie they wanted to watch. Because everyone was talking, no one heard her. Except for me. I had asked her to put on Tangled.
          She agreed!
          
          It was my boyfriend's first time watching it! How can I even date him if he's never watched Tangled? I mean, now I can date him since he's seen Tangled.
          
          After we finished that, as the 'Play Next' thing, was Tangled Before Ever After. I asked my teacher to play it and she said yeah!
          
          We didn't get very far into it before changing classes.

EllythekingO_o

@Ruddiger_Happiness Dayum you got a great teacher, our teacher didn't do anything with us -_-
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dr3am_caf3

@Ruddiger_Happiness Heck yeah!! Your teacher is the best!! Teachers never really listen to me. Only the opinions of the other students, probably because I'm the quiet one
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Wolfcrafter2026

@Ruddiger_Happiness That stinks that he's never watched it! Tangled is the best!
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Ruddiger_Happiness

Hello!
          I was too tired to tell you guys about my experience.
          
          -
          I had already typed this out, but half way through, I hit post by accident. I have to retype EVERYTHING now.
          -
          
          I did meet his parents and his siblings. Both his parents were nice.
          
          Also! By the way, I met them all at a community center.
          
          Me and my boyfriend ended up staying in the indoor pool, while his family stayed in the outdoor pool.
          
          Eventually his family came in with us, but only for about 30 minutes before leaving.
          
          My boyfriend is so awesome with his brothers. Both his brothers are younger than him. When the 3 of them played together, it was so cute.
          
          Anyway. After his family went back to the outdoor pool, me and my bf were by ourselves.
          
          So, with that chance...
          
          We may or may not have made out...
          A lot.
          
          (I did a recap of what I had originally typed out, because I didn't want to fully type everything out again)

precious_varian03244

@Ruddiger_Happiness 
            I'm glad that they were nice to you!
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Ruddiger_Happiness

MY BF IS TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORM I HAVE!!!!
          
          IF HE FINDS THIS PROFILE...
          I DON'T EVEN WANT TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN!!!!
          
          AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
          
          SOS! SOS! SOS!

Sapphire_573

Him: looks through your Wattpad on your phone. Sees VarianXReader things
            Also him: 
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introverted-tree

@Ruddiger_Happiness or you could just make another acc and show him that idk if that will work though-
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Wolfcrafter2026

@Ruddiger_Happiness Hmm.. I'm not sure what to do.. do you have other social media that he doesn't know about? You could use that as an excuse 
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